set the stage on fire,

Hollywood would be jealous...

i am not confident enough.
i did not think about it until not only did my basketball coach tell me, but my french teacher.
and those are very two different things.
and then i started thinking, and i realized a lot of my problems are because i have about zero confidence in myself.


i ate a pint of ice cream today all by myself, in less than an hour with 5 friends.
they all had pints too but only 2 others could finish.
that ice cream was my lunch.
breakfast was coffee and donuts,
only dinner was a bit healthy.
i've never felt so disgusting in my life,
or so sick.
but it was so much fucking fun.