being grounded sucks brah.
1.i dont think he realized what i read.
2.today/night was fun. it was nice seeing drew/meeting angela and rose and griffin.
3.sisters home with 2 friends.
4.i wanna be like gwen stefani and wear red lipstick all the goddamned time. i've worn it twice since i got it on saturday. :]


happy thanksgiving.
why am i up?
[i avoided doing dishes by falling asleep on the couch. go me!]

raalla repost two.

bold are true.

1. I like Radiohead
2. I walk up the stairs two at a time [sometimes]
3. I have witnessed a moshpit
4. I have experienced a moshpit
5. I once caught a fish on vacation
6. I have punched/attacked a teacher
7. I have seen someone die
8. I have made fried dough
9. I have been in a New York City taxi
10. My hair is its natural color
11. A movie had made me cry
12. A book has made me cry
13. A song has made me cry
14. I have been saved by a lifeguard
15. I am for the death penalty
16. There have been times when I seriously wished I could kill myself.
17. I know someone else who attempted suicide
18. I don’t show my emotions [usually]
19. I am a pessimist
20. I usually have no self confidence
21. People have told me they trust me
22. There is a TV in this room
23. I am next to a window
24. I have given directions to someone in a car
25. Someone has borrowed something and not given it back yet
26. I’m a perfectionist
27. I usually try not to bring attention to myself
28. My parents want to know what I have for homework
29. We sometimes watch musicals in music class
30. I’m using a mac computer
31. I’m home alone
32. I’m an oldest child
33. I have a belt on
34. It’s studded
35. I have plans for today
36. We’re allowed to chew gum at school
37. I live for summer
38. Sometimes I act like I have OCD
39. I could people-watch all day
40. I’ve tried to be a vegetarian (I am a vegetarian.)
41. Really skinny people annoy me
42. Lime green is an awesome color
43. I can touch my thumb to my pinkie around my wrist
44. I can know someone’s scent and know they’re near me
45. My parent(s) is a health freak
46. I try to use correct spelling/grammar on the computer
47. I know the difference between its and it’s
48. Dr. Pepper is my favorite soda
49. I can get very annoyed by happy people.
50. I wish my hair was naturally curly
51. I’m sarcastic a lot
52. I’m at least a little bit Irish
53. I don’t tell people’s secrets
54. I don’t like the name Peg
55. I’ve slipped on a banana peel
56. I’m very ticklish
57. I give people the silent treatment when I’m mad instead of fighting
58. I wear my pajama pants to school [sweats=my pajama pants]
59. Swallowing pills is difficult for me
60. I get scared in elevators
61. I’ve been in a car for 7 hours straight
62. I like going on the subway
63. I’ve seen the same movie twice in a row
64. Sometimes I wish I could get plastic surgery
65. I have fallen down the stairs
66. I prefer pools to oceans
67. I have stayed up until 2:00 doing homework the whole time
68. I’ve cried myself to sleep
69. It would almost be worth breaking a leg to use crutches
70. I’ve fainted in public
71. I hate Bermuda shorts
72. Big lips are attractive
73. I like milk in my tea
74. I never wear skirts
75. My nails are fake
76. I can swear in different languages
77. Breakfast is the most important meal of the day
78. A stranger has tried to give me money
79. Lipstick is uncomfortable
80. My favorite band broke up
81. I have some friends in my neighborhood
82. I pack my own lunches for school (I don’t have a lunch at school.) [i used to]
83. I hate words with too many consonants together
84. I’ve went three days without taking a shower (oh, the joys of camping)
85. Laptop mouses are impossible
86. I have dropped something today
87. My away message is always up to avoid people
88. I’ve worn earphones/headphones without music to avoid people
89. People have complimented my handwriting
90. I know what aperture and shutter speed are
91. I say like a lot, even though I try not to
92. My pinkies are crooked
93. I have a sibling in college
94. I’ve danced in the rain before
95. I know who wrote Great Expectations
96. I don’t know how to do the laundry
97. I hate doing the dishes
98. I make index cards for school even when they’re not required
99. I love making microwave s’mores
100. I have meditated before

thanksgiving is soon. be thankful of shit brah.

raalla repost one.

this is actually made of win. actually.
its funny cause im more real than any one of you hoes.
goeatacock.


i saw new moon today with the boyfrannnn.
♥

but actually im like dying.

i hate myself im so dumb why would i do that fds.fkjsdfjsjkldmfngdhgkjlf;s'
i'm seriously about to cry i hate thisssssssssssss.
gklajdflghdfsjguyjergnfbkjhwrenhrbjkfkvjjdlvfkmnjcvsd9dgdl;
*leaps off bridge*

and now im pissed that he's asleep.

i neeeeed to talk to him so he can make me happy and i can end the day on a good note urg.

i feel siiiick.

ess eye see kay siiickk.
and i mean, its my fault.
and i mean, it was a while ago and it wasnt like, unfair or mean or anything.
but my stomach dropped to the end of the earth.

and today was so good too.
and i had to go and ruin it. i always ruin things gahhh.
not feeling as happy as i was 10min ago.
[went shopping with raalla, hung with the boy for his bday. twas great.]

i'm thinking of buying fake eyelashes...

hhnnnnn.

m&d's excellent adventure.

we were supposed to go straight to bengees [sp?] but instead, we missed a sharp turn [maybe?] and ended up downtown near zc. first we were in the ghetto, then in the sketchy near giant boats [like holy fuck they were fucking huge. we were flipping out] then he were behind rams head next to ruths chris, then we drove randomly and somehow got back on track.
so, we basically took a 40minute detour. it was actually pretty hilarious. we talked, i was obnoxious. we screamed, we got there at the end of where the wild things are.
then watched most of the 4th kind, or at least half [my parents thought i was at tc] then we left and i drove home and tonight was good.
new moon comes out friday and the boys birthday is on saturday.
guess what he's going to see....
bwahahaha
^_^

oh and mckinks called me out in her convocation. it was hilarious. i love her. <3
EMBARASSING STORY.
i asked a few seniors to give me a flower to give to mckinks, NOT REALIZING SHE WAS HUGGING ONE OF THEM. so she was like, "oh you're trying to be sneaky!"
and i was like, "OHMYGOD YOU'RE RIGHT THERE. I FEEL SO INCREDIBLY DUMB." it was hilarious.
but i told her beforehand i wouldn't have enough time to get her flowers. so i just jumpped up on stage and hugged her tightly. <3

im freezing. *snuggles under covers*

bubble.pop.electric.uhoh!inthebackseat<3
hahahaha.

you and me could write a bad romance.

im obsessed with that song and video ohmygod its amazing.



iwishiwasladygaga
two seniors [black ones of course] got into a huge fight. like, hair pulling physical fight. its kinda funny but somewhat sad. i wonder whats gonna happen to them.
today the boy lost :[ i was standing with the black people and alan kept cussing up a storm and it was funny but at the end it was sad.
and jhill wouldn't let me get over to the boy to hug him after the game.
then i drove jhill home. almost went on a one way street the wrong way [it was hilarious]
then i went to chicken out and got a wrap. ate the whole thing within minutes.
spalding girls are unfortunate looking/wear so much make up it makes them unfortunate looking.
my mom decided to come home today :/ shes on her way now.
im going out and seeing the boy tonight. good times? hopefully.
i already cant stand bball. i thought that maybe since i didnt play soccer with the mimster it wouldnt be so bad so soon. but it is. its terrible. i was late for sunrise practice, so i made up a story about how the road was blocked or some shit.
she believed me.
i'm going to have a breakdown and kill everyone by the end of this season. i swearrrrrrr.
and my body's breaking.
somethings wrong with my achilles, my knee, and my back. :/

oh, i got my hurr did yesterday. finally. it was LONGGGG overdue.

I WANT YOU LOVE AND I WANT YOUR REVENGE YOU AND ME COULD WRITE A BAD ROMANCE.
whoa oh oh oh ohhhhhhhhh.

i forgot my crush on this guy...

until i watched a rerun of viva la bam and he was on it.




daniel lloyd davey AKA dani filth.
i had the BIGGEST crush on him in middle school (can you see why?)


also had a crush on raab himself.
and bam margera of course.

not sure if he and missy got a divorce yet, but i hope (hoped?) things work out. they're were cute together.

RAMBLES DMASJFDHLASDJFHSALDIFUHA

got out early friday. went to eddies with kaleigh and got lunchables then went to awful basketball.
drove out to the boys game.
hung with jhill, bria, kswift, jeremy, adams, and more.
fell down the hill with bri.
saw the boy at the end it was cute :]
hung out with him and andrew and JT. they're hilarious.
woke up, went to MCD and G game.
G won, stormed the field, hugged taaj and nate. saw maddie <3 a bunch of my friends were drunk. it was funny. lani left, she cried. it was sad.
hung out with the boy in the car. was fun. windows were foggy.
didnt do anything i was gonna do today...so far at least. so lazy/tired.
i have basketball tomorrow but not school. i am going to cry.
blahhhhhhh


ALWAYSSS LOVEEEEEE. HATE WILL GET YOU EVERY TIME.
o_o
:]

you're contagious.

mm makes me want to puke.
but actually. i hate her so much.

today i had to move my car cause apparently a tree was gonna fall on it. not only did i trip twice trying to get my keys [they made it sound like the tree was in the midst of falling] but when i got there, none of the trees seemed out of place, none of them seemed to be falling. but what do i know, it might collapse tonight. whatever.
im excited its a half day tomorrow. my guitar teacher never got back to me so maybe i wont have guitar ^_^
i have to do so much math hw cause i didnt do it the last two nights...
i think bria and i are gonna write will another letter :D
ummm today during lunch we burst out into song multiple times.
[how did you get here? I TOOK A BUS!! bwahahahaha] andd UNBREAK MY HEARRRRTTTT SAY YOU LOVE ME AGAINNNN, UNBREAK THIS HURT THAT YOU CAUSED WHEN YOU WALKED OUT THE DOOR AND WALKED OUT OF MY LIFE, UNCRY THESE TEARRRRRRRRRRRS I CRIED SO MANY NIGHTTSSSSSS UNBREAK MY HEARRRRRRT.
bwahahaha.
everyone stared. it was great.
basketball started today. im gonna cut myself.
thats alllll.

WE ARE THE CHAMPIONSSS

MY FRIENDDDDDDDD.
we won the championships 3-0. it was freaking amazing. FH won too.
after we went to KDs house and everyone slept over except for one girl. i felt bad i wished she could have gone.
lets just say, this morning was ROUGHHHH.
hahaha.
im in love with these goddamn sweats. i NEVER want to take them off.
i spent all english class writing my name all over wills books and hand in permanent marker. he tried rubbing it off on the chair and got a rug burn ^_^
and we passed notes half of the time, insulting each other. this is seriously the first class i didnt spend staring at baker [migodheissogoddamnedhot]
ooo and pm burned will badddd. he said something to her and she goes, "im glad you lost your championship game." his face fell and everyone was like, ooooo burrrrrrrrrn.
but nance and i are champions. it felt legit. the whole team wore our sweats allll day.


CARLIES WAS SATURDAY.
it was fun. this guy came dressed as britney spears, wearing a blonde wig, white corset, rhinestones around his bellybutton, fishnets, and a speedo. hes my new best friend.
there was a shitload of people and a shitload of alch, AND NONE OF THE SOCCER GIRLS DRANK CAUSE WE HAD A GAME AND WE WERE SOOO GOOD.
FH wasnt supposed to go out but bail did.
we had a dance party at the very end with like 12-15 people. anna was sitting so i danced with mckates and cooper. i love cooper. i saw him a bunch today. he's my faveeeeee.
buuuuut at carlies he raped me, like, 3 times. each time i ran to anna or mckates screaming, I NEVER SAID YESSSSSS.
nance D is turning into grace.
soph AND grace tugged at my tutu at one point and called me a skank/slut. i love them<3
there was a lot of parents upstairs, and cars bfs dad kept taking pictures. it was awk.
audrey freaking lives in cars closet.
i think thats about it.
the ride with jazz was amusing.


OH PARKING FAIL.
i couldnt get close to the curb at cars and jazz tried to do it but we gave up.
then i hit the sign/ran over the rocks at KDs like, 50times.
it was redunkulousss.
[KDs pool house is bigger than my house....]

thats about it. i dont want to do homework. i ran out of nerds. i love that canddyyyyy.