today:

while hugging billy with anna, he said yay threesum!
later, zoey asked me on behalf of devon whether, hypothetically of course, i would be up for a threesum with them.
then devon text me and said that "[i] know [i] want to join in!"
and that zoeu says im too much of a freak...and that he's a great multitasker...and that i have no reason to NOT want his dick near me...and that he has to find another sex partner cause im no fun..and that "all you girls" have boyfriends. it was an amusing conversation.
i saw him yesterday too. twas funny [eeeeclipse!]
i've been seeing him a lot lately. i saw him friday at the ice hockey game [we won bitches] he parked at the wrong place and ran to the rink. dumbasssssss.
sat i went to the bing and saw sister dear. she played well, cried during her senior day speech thing, and let me hang out with her and the team. it was fun.
today pm called on mr. too-hot-baker [as i've been calling him lately] during reading, and will yells out, "YOU WOULD." mr. too-hot-baker, had already started reading, and we were trying not to laugh. then he stopped and smiled and went "...what?"
we died. pm's face was so red and she buried it in her arms on her desk. then will goes, "let me see how red your face is."
at the end of class, briho and i called him out for being an asshole. but actually, it was pretty hilarious.

and futhermore, i've realized i love it when guys [that i like] call me babe.
boyfriend or friend. its nice.

and i'm head over heels for tumblr and skins.
fo shizz.

the seniors came to practice drunk yesterday.
so funny.
im becoming obsessed with tumblr.
but dont worry. i shall still use you dear blogger.
<3

formspring.me/muzicnerd
ask me questions :]

cause lately i've been tired and uninspired.

whenever i'm trying to be stealthy is when i'm least quite.



garrrrg.

i asked my mom if she would let me go out today, and she acted like i was crazy.
i fucking hate her sometimes.

last night was senior night.

i had carlie.
i almost cried while reading my letter to her, but i held it together.
but then nancy started crying while she was reading hers to grace, and grace started crying, then carlie and i started crying, and we couldnt stop.
im going to miss them so much.
the rest of the night was fun/disgusting. [grace is a freaaaaak!]

then i came home and found out my neighbors were robbed. probably by these 3 white boys with PA tags that have been hanging around. fucking scary shit.

im gonna be snowed in with my mom, and only my mom, for a few days. maybe til wendsday or something.
crap.

day 10.

you love me, i love you harder so...
everything you say every time we kiss i can't think straight
but i'm okay
and i can't think of anybody else
who i hate to miss
as much as i hate missing you.

6 weeks by hey monday.
the only song i really like by them.
its senior day tomorrow and i think my parents are going to conferences on friday. dammit.
and um um um um indo-chine is a crazy ass movie.

kay and car lied to mimi to go to the ice hockey game. they got caught by maggie and maggie freaking told.
so gracey stomped on her tables and crap. it was funny.

ghost hunters night.