guys-who-have-a-romanticish-past-with-dyllan day?
i mean, larry and dillon? da helllll?
i asked dillon sup, he said drinking.
then he told me he was in rehab for two weeks.
GUESS WHAT DIDNT WORK.
>_>
zuzz.
...havent said that since middle school o.o
oh wait...rehab it was for shrooms and heroine. holyfuckingshit.
ohmygod. but really oh my god. that poor guy.
i looked up places to study for the SATs and i was about to go look into a few colleges when my mom came in. so i exited out of the page and pulled up facebook.
she yelled at me for not studying for the SATs and not looking for colleges. so i got pissed and didnt look for any until an hour later when i was less mad.
garrrrrramskjvf;diubjiaslkfndsb;ffkj;safh;sdf
so tomorrow i shall be spending NYE without the boy...again :[ [no kiss at midnight gah]
but i am going to marys.
im going to stop at ritz camera to get more film for my diana camera [holyfuckistillcantbelievetheboygotitforme<3]
and idk what im gonna do at marys. it better be fun or i am tackling her.
o_o
i was gonna write more but i forgot...
oh we won the championship of the tournament we were in ^_^ [not what i was gonna say.]
i was terribly lonely. and was gonna post a blog about being lonely. but im better now [talkedtotheboyduh] and i spent more time than necessary on art or porn.
i found quotations and pictures and i shall expose you to them :D
"The only thing wrong with being an atheist is that there’s nobody to talk to during an orgasm."
"Nymphomaniac: a woman as obsessed with sex as an average man."
"Desire is in men a hunger, in women only an appetite."
— Mignon McLaughlin, The Neurotic’s Notebook, 1960
“Love is a matter of chemistry, but sex is a matter of physics.”
"When a man talks dirty to a woman, it’s sexual harassment. When a woman talks dirty to a man, it’s $3.95 a minute."
the first two i just like what they're wearing. especially the first one [can i haz puhweze?!]
the last one i just love. i dont know. i like that it's black and white, i like her pose, i like her hair, her make up, everything.
and its making me want to go buy out the nearest ritz camera store of all their film and old canons and find the closest darkroom.
goodnight.
[RIPtheRev]
i found quotations and pictures and i shall expose you to them :D
"The only thing wrong with being an atheist is that there’s nobody to talk to during an orgasm."
"Nymphomaniac: a woman as obsessed with sex as an average man."
"Desire is in men a hunger, in women only an appetite."
— Mignon McLaughlin, The Neurotic’s Notebook, 1960
“Love is a matter of chemistry, but sex is a matter of physics.”
"When a man talks dirty to a woman, it’s sexual harassment. When a woman talks dirty to a man, it’s $3.95 a minute."
the last one i just love. i dont know. i like that it's black and white, i like her pose, i like her hair, her make up, everything.
and its making me want to go buy out the nearest ritz camera store of all their film and old canons and find the closest darkroom.
goodnight.
[RIPtheRev]
RIP jimmy "the rev" sullivan.
i can't fucking believe it. he was amazing.
♥
im completely and utterly shell shocked right now. i absolutely loved that guy.
fuck.
let me tell you about last night.
i received:
cap ou pas cap?
lost boys
the labyrinth
rocky horror picture show
red chucks [low tops. kinda bummed but still happy]
urban outfitters giftcards
screen printing kit
marbling kit
sunjar
ravens snuggie
ravens jersey
leathermouth shirt
dinner was fun. clean up sucked. my 'real' sister sheree stayed for dinner, we had fun and sang and danced and laughed.
let me tell you about today.
stayed with the boy for about 5hours.
we layed and cuddled and laughed and wrestled and it was great.
at one point we were cuddling and i was falling asleep, then all of a sudden, meowwwwwww!
his kitty started meowing and attacking us. xD
i missed driving.
[new doctor who tonight ksjfkjhkdsfjksadhfjhdfljk]
cap ou pas cap?
lost boys
the labyrinth
rocky horror picture show
red chucks [low tops. kinda bummed but still happy]
urban outfitters giftcards
screen printing kit
marbling kit
sunjar
ravens snuggie
ravens jersey
leathermouth shirt
dinner was fun. clean up sucked. my 'real' sister sheree stayed for dinner, we had fun and sang and danced and laughed.
let me tell you about today.
stayed with the boy for about 5hours.
we layed and cuddled and laughed and wrestled and it was great.
at one point we were cuddling and i was falling asleep, then all of a sudden, meowwwwwww!
his kitty started meowing and attacking us. xD
i missed driving.
[new doctor who tonight ksjfkjhkdsfjksadhfjhdfljk]
dear snow,
you aren't nearly as great and fun when you dont cancel school. [couldn't you have done this last week or something?] or when i dont have anyone to play in you with. none of my neighbors are my age. idk if ashley even lives next door anymore, and armani moved in with his dad [he was only a freshman...middle schooler? anyways.] and my street is always the last to get plowed, so i cant drive and see my friends.
so im trapped. and my dad isnt present so i have to shovel.
the used is coming to maryland again and i cant go cause of my parents new rule of no concerts on weekdays.
waters of mars was terribly sad. i cried at least twice. and i couldnt watch the rerun an hour later.
the new doctor. im somewhat excited for him but im going to miss david like a bitchhhh.
only 2 new episodes left with david. im gonna cry when he regenerates, i know it.
so im trapped. and my dad isnt present so i have to shovel.
the used is coming to maryland again and i cant go cause of my parents new rule of no concerts on weekdays.
waters of mars was terribly sad. i cried at least twice. and i couldnt watch the rerun an hour later.
the new doctor. im somewhat excited for him but im going to miss david like a bitchhhh.
only 2 new episodes left with david. im gonna cry when he regenerates, i know it.
well it was A LOT cooler.
but the template wouldn't save :[[
anywho, watching a doctor who special, then a new episode of doctor who :D
im obsessed with david tennant.
lovvvvvvvvvvvvvvvvvvvvvvvvvvvve.
anywho, watching a doctor who special, then a new episode of doctor who :D
im obsessed with david tennant.
lovvvvvvvvvvvvvvvvvvvvvvvvvvvve.
its been snowing since last night.
my dad is away so i have to shovel at some point. not excited.
yesterday the team went to lunch then we had a game and sang christmas songs the whole way there and back.
the seniors wore onesies :D
and i wore a tackey sweatshirt.
and our english party was amazingly fun.
i met scruggs mother.
and i spent about two hours with lizifer.
i love her. im so happy i got to see her <3
yesterday the team went to lunch then we had a game and sang christmas songs the whole way there and back.
the seniors wore onesies :D
and i wore a tackey sweatshirt.
and our english party was amazingly fun.
i met scruggs mother.
and i spent about two hours with lizifer.
i love her. im so happy i got to see her <3
so fucking frustrated.
i cant stand my coaches.
rated xmas by the millionaires makes me happy.
new myspace song?
i think sooo.
^_^
i cant wait til its friday night.
[i'llbeyourhohohotoniiiiiight]
JH cried 4 times today [that we know of] 3 times in 70minutes.
rated xmas by the millionaires makes me happy.
new myspace song?
i think sooo.
^_^
i cant wait til its friday night.
[i'llbeyourhohohotoniiiiiight]
JH cried 4 times today [that we know of] 3 times in 70minutes.
ungrounded.
im finally ungrounded.
shouldn't have been grounded in the first place.
and i just said the weirdest thing outloud. i swear its cause im freaking tired.
see, im watching queer as folk (surprise suprise) and brian was just laying on his bed with his shirt ripped open. and i was like "i want to like, lay on him. just...lay...o_o"
my mom was like O_o oh jeeze.
um um um my birfday was the other day and the boy got me a diana camera.
he's the besttttttt.
but actually he is.
:D
shooo shleeeeeeeepyy!!
shouldn't have been grounded in the first place.
and i just said the weirdest thing outloud. i swear its cause im freaking tired.
see, im watching queer as folk (surprise suprise) and brian was just laying on his bed with his shirt ripped open. and i was like "i want to like, lay on him. just...lay...o_o"
my mom was like O_o oh jeeze.
um um um my birfday was the other day and the boy got me a diana camera.
he's the besttttttt.
but actually he is.
:D
shooo shleeeeeeeepyy!!
raalla:
In kindergarten, my best friend and I had an ongoing pretend game and her pretend name was Kimberly (only in like middle or even high school did I realize this was the pink power ranger’s name, which probably explains the next part, I thought she just liked the name) and my pretend name was Angela. She always used to call me Angela Anaconda. I’m not sure whether she thought I actually chose Angela because of the show (I didn’t, I just liked the name) or whether she just liked to tease me about being like her. Dee? Comment?
just read this. and i cant remember if i did cause of the show or not. probably cause i thought you liked the show. not sure though. xD
ps. i cant comment on tumblr.
just read this. and i cant remember if i did cause of the show or not. probably cause i thought you liked the show. not sure though. xD
ps. i cant comment on tumblr.
1.i dont think he realized what i read.
2.today/night was fun. it was nice seeing drew/meeting angela and rose and griffin.
3.sisters home with 2 friends.
4.i wanna be like gwen stefani and wear red lipstick all the goddamned time. i've worn it twice since i got it on saturday. :]
happy thanksgiving.
why am i up?
[i avoided doing dishes by falling asleep on the couch. go me!]
2.today/night was fun. it was nice seeing drew/meeting angela and rose and griffin.
3.sisters home with 2 friends.
4.i wanna be like gwen stefani and wear red lipstick all the goddamned time. i've worn it twice since i got it on saturday. :]
happy thanksgiving.
why am i up?
[i avoided doing dishes by falling asleep on the couch. go me!]
raalla repost two.
bold are true.
1. I like Radiohead
2. I walk up the stairs two at a time [sometimes]
3. I have witnessed a moshpit
4. I have experienced a moshpit
5. I once caught a fish on vacation
6. I have punched/attacked a teacher
7. I have seen someone die
8. I have made fried dough
9. I have been in a New York City taxi
10. My hair is its natural color
11. A movie had made me cry
12. A book has made me cry
13. A song has made me cry
14. I have been saved by a lifeguard
15. I am for the death penalty
16. There have been times when I seriously wished I could kill myself.
17. I know someone else who attempted suicide
18. I don’t show my emotions [usually]
19. I am a pessimist
20. I usually have no self confidence
21. People have told me they trust me
22. There is a TV in this room
23. I am next to a window
24. I have given directions to someone in a car
25. Someone has borrowed something and not given it back yet
26. I’m a perfectionist
27. I usually try not to bring attention to myself
28. My parents want to know what I have for homework
29. We sometimes watch musicals in music class
30. I’m using a mac computer
31. I’m home alone
32. I’m an oldest child
33. I have a belt on
34. It’s studded
35. I have plans for today
36. We’re allowed to chew gum at school
37. I live for summer
38. Sometimes I act like I have OCD
39. I could people-watch all day
40. I’ve tried to be a vegetarian (I am a vegetarian.)
41. Really skinny people annoy me
42. Lime green is an awesome color
43. I can touch my thumb to my pinkie around my wrist
44. I can know someone’s scent and know they’re near me
45. My parent(s) is a health freak
46. I try to use correct spelling/grammar on the computer
47. I know the difference between its and it’s
48. Dr. Pepper is my favorite soda
49. I can get very annoyed by happy people.
50. I wish my hair was naturally curly
51. I’m sarcastic a lot
52. I’m at least a little bit Irish
53. I don’t tell people’s secrets
54. I don’t like the name Peg
55. I’ve slipped on a banana peel
56. I’m very ticklish
57. I give people the silent treatment when I’m mad instead of fighting
58. I wear my pajama pants to school [sweats=my pajama pants]
59. Swallowing pills is difficult for me
60. I get scared in elevators
61. I’ve been in a car for 7 hours straight
62. I like going on the subway
63. I’ve seen the same movie twice in a row
64. Sometimes I wish I could get plastic surgery
65. I have fallen down the stairs
66. I prefer pools to oceans
67. I have stayed up until 2:00 doing homework the whole time
68. I’ve cried myself to sleep
69. It would almost be worth breaking a leg to use crutches
70. I’ve fainted in public
71. I hate Bermuda shorts
72. Big lips are attractive
73. I like milk in my tea
74. I never wear skirts
75. My nails are fake
76. I can swear in different languages
77. Breakfast is the most important meal of the day
78. A stranger has tried to give me money
79. Lipstick is uncomfortable
80. My favorite band broke up
81. I have some friends in my neighborhood
82. I pack my own lunches for school (I don’t have a lunch at school.) [i used to]
83. I hate words with too many consonants together
84. I’ve went three days without taking a shower (oh, the joys of camping)
85. Laptop mouses are impossible
86. I have dropped something today
87. My away message is always up to avoid people
88. I’ve worn earphones/headphones without music to avoid people
89. People have complimented my handwriting
90. I know what aperture and shutter speed are
91. I say like a lot, even though I try not to
92. My pinkies are crooked
93. I have a sibling in college
94. I’ve danced in the rain before
95. I know who wrote Great Expectations
96. I don’t know how to do the laundry
97. I hate doing the dishes
98. I make index cards for school even when they’re not required
99. I love making microwave s’mores
100. I have meditated before
thanksgiving is soon. be thankful of shit brah.
1. I like Radiohead
2. I walk up the stairs two at a time [sometimes]
3. I have witnessed a moshpit
4. I have experienced a moshpit
5. I once caught a fish on vacation
6. I have punched/attacked a teacher
7. I have seen someone die
8. I have made fried dough
9. I have been in a New York City taxi
10. My hair is its natural color
11. A movie had made me cry
12. A book has made me cry
13. A song has made me cry
14. I have been saved by a lifeguard
15. I am for the death penalty
16. There have been times when I seriously wished I could kill myself.
17. I know someone else who attempted suicide
18. I don’t show my emotions [usually]
19. I am a pessimist
20. I usually have no self confidence
21. People have told me they trust me
22. There is a TV in this room
23. I am next to a window
24. I have given directions to someone in a car
25. Someone has borrowed something and not given it back yet
26. I’m a perfectionist
27. I usually try not to bring attention to myself
28. My parents want to know what I have for homework
29. We sometimes watch musicals in music class
30. I’m using a mac computer
31. I’m home alone
32. I’m an oldest child
33. I have a belt on
34. It’s studded
35. I have plans for today
36. We’re allowed to chew gum at school
37. I live for summer
38. Sometimes I act like I have OCD
39. I could people-watch all day
40. I’ve tried to be a vegetarian (I am a vegetarian.)
41. Really skinny people annoy me
42. Lime green is an awesome color
43. I can touch my thumb to my pinkie around my wrist
44. I can know someone’s scent and know they’re near me
45. My parent(s) is a health freak
46. I try to use correct spelling/grammar on the computer
47. I know the difference between its and it’s
48. Dr. Pepper is my favorite soda
49. I can get very annoyed by happy people.
50. I wish my hair was naturally curly
51. I’m sarcastic a lot
52. I’m at least a little bit Irish
53. I don’t tell people’s secrets
54. I don’t like the name Peg
55. I’ve slipped on a banana peel
56. I’m very ticklish
57. I give people the silent treatment when I’m mad instead of fighting
58. I wear my pajama pants to school [sweats=my pajama pants]
59. Swallowing pills is difficult for me
60. I get scared in elevators
61. I’ve been in a car for 7 hours straight
62. I like going on the subway
63. I’ve seen the same movie twice in a row
64. Sometimes I wish I could get plastic surgery
65. I have fallen down the stairs
66. I prefer pools to oceans
67. I have stayed up until 2:00 doing homework the whole time
68. I’ve cried myself to sleep
69. It would almost be worth breaking a leg to use crutches
70. I’ve fainted in public
71. I hate Bermuda shorts
72. Big lips are attractive
73. I like milk in my tea
74. I never wear skirts
75. My nails are fake
76. I can swear in different languages
77. Breakfast is the most important meal of the day
78. A stranger has tried to give me money
79. Lipstick is uncomfortable
80. My favorite band broke up
81. I have some friends in my neighborhood
82. I pack my own lunches for school (I don’t have a lunch at school.) [i used to]
83. I hate words with too many consonants together
84. I’ve went three days without taking a shower (oh, the joys of camping)
85. Laptop mouses are impossible
86. I have dropped something today
87. My away message is always up to avoid people
88. I’ve worn earphones/headphones without music to avoid people
89. People have complimented my handwriting
90. I know what aperture and shutter speed are
91. I say like a lot, even though I try not to
92. My pinkies are crooked
93. I have a sibling in college
94. I’ve danced in the rain before
95. I know who wrote Great Expectations
96. I don’t know how to do the laundry
97. I hate doing the dishes
98. I make index cards for school even when they’re not required
99. I love making microwave s’mores
100. I have meditated before
thanksgiving is soon. be thankful of shit brah.
but actually im like dying.
i hate myself im so dumb why would i do that fds.fkjsdfjsjkldmfngdhgkjlf;s'
i'm seriously about to cry i hate thisssssssssssss.
gklajdflghdfsjguyjergnfbkjhwrenhrbjkfkvjjdlvfkmnjcvsd9dgdl;
*leaps off bridge*
i'm seriously about to cry i hate thisssssssssssss.
gklajdflghdfsjguyjergnfbkjhwrenhrbjkfkvjjdlvfkmnjcvsd9dgdl;
*leaps off bridge*
and now im pissed that he's asleep.
i neeeeed to talk to him so he can make me happy and i can end the day on a good note urg.
i feel siiiick.
ess eye see kay siiickk.
and i mean, its my fault.
and i mean, it was a while ago and it wasnt like, unfair or mean or anything.
but my stomach dropped to the end of the earth.
and today was so good too.
and i had to go and ruin it. i always ruin things gahhh.
not feeling as happy as i was 10min ago.
[went shopping with raalla, hung with the boy for his bday. twas great.]
and i mean, its my fault.
and i mean, it was a while ago and it wasnt like, unfair or mean or anything.
but my stomach dropped to the end of the earth.
and today was so good too.
and i had to go and ruin it. i always ruin things gahhh.
not feeling as happy as i was 10min ago.
[went shopping with raalla, hung with the boy for his bday. twas great.]
m&d's excellent adventure.
we were supposed to go straight to bengees [sp?] but instead, we missed a sharp turn [maybe?] and ended up downtown near zc. first we were in the ghetto, then in the sketchy near giant boats [like holy fuck they were fucking huge. we were flipping out] then he were behind rams head next to ruths chris, then we drove randomly and somehow got back on track.
so, we basically took a 40minute detour. it was actually pretty hilarious. we talked, i was obnoxious. we screamed, we got there at the end of where the wild things are.
then watched most of the 4th kind, or at least half [my parents thought i was at tc] then we left and i drove home and tonight was good.
new moon comes out friday and the boys birthday is on saturday.
guess what he's going to see....
bwahahaha
^_^
oh and mckinks called me out in her convocation. it was hilarious. i love her. <3
EMBARASSING STORY.
i asked a few seniors to give me a flower to give to mckinks, NOT REALIZING SHE WAS HUGGING ONE OF THEM. so she was like, "oh you're trying to be sneaky!"
and i was like, "OHMYGOD YOU'RE RIGHT THERE. I FEEL SO INCREDIBLY DUMB." it was hilarious.
but i told her beforehand i wouldn't have enough time to get her flowers. so i just jumpped up on stage and hugged her tightly. <3
im freezing. *snuggles under covers*
bubble.pop.electric.uhoh!inthebackseat<3
hahahaha.
so, we basically took a 40minute detour. it was actually pretty hilarious. we talked, i was obnoxious. we screamed, we got there at the end of where the wild things are.
then watched most of the 4th kind, or at least half [my parents thought i was at tc] then we left and i drove home and tonight was good.
new moon comes out friday and the boys birthday is on saturday.
guess what he's going to see....
bwahahaha
^_^
oh and mckinks called me out in her convocation. it was hilarious. i love her. <3
EMBARASSING STORY.
i asked a few seniors to give me a flower to give to mckinks, NOT REALIZING SHE WAS HUGGING ONE OF THEM. so she was like, "oh you're trying to be sneaky!"
and i was like, "OHMYGOD YOU'RE RIGHT THERE. I FEEL SO INCREDIBLY DUMB." it was hilarious.
but i told her beforehand i wouldn't have enough time to get her flowers. so i just jumpped up on stage and hugged her tightly. <3
im freezing. *snuggles under covers*
bubble.pop.electric.uhoh!inthebackseat<3
hahahaha.
you and me could write a bad romance.
im obsessed with that song and video ohmygod its amazing.
iwishiwasladygaga
two seniors [black ones of course] got into a huge fight. like, hair pulling physical fight. its kinda funny but somewhat sad. i wonder whats gonna happen to them.
today the boy lost :[ i was standing with the black people and alan kept cussing up a storm and it was funny but at the end it was sad.
and jhill wouldn't let me get over to the boy to hug him after the game.
then i drove jhill home. almost went on a one way street the wrong way [it was hilarious]
then i went to chicken out and got a wrap. ate the whole thing within minutes.
spalding girls are unfortunate looking/wear so much make up it makes them unfortunate looking.
my mom decided to come home today :/ shes on her way now.
im going out and seeing the boy tonight. good times? hopefully.
i already cant stand bball. i thought that maybe since i didnt play soccer with the mimster it wouldnt be so bad so soon. but it is. its terrible. i was late for sunrise practice, so i made up a story about how the road was blocked or some shit.
she believed me.
i'm going to have a breakdown and kill everyone by the end of this season. i swearrrrrrr.
and my body's breaking.
somethings wrong with my achilles, my knee, and my back. :/
oh, i got my hurr did yesterday. finally. it was LONGGGG overdue.
I WANT YOU LOVE AND I WANT YOUR REVENGE YOU AND ME COULD WRITE A BAD ROMANCE.
whoa oh oh oh ohhhhhhhhh.
iwishiwasladygaga
two seniors [black ones of course] got into a huge fight. like, hair pulling physical fight. its kinda funny but somewhat sad. i wonder whats gonna happen to them.
today the boy lost :[ i was standing with the black people and alan kept cussing up a storm and it was funny but at the end it was sad.
and jhill wouldn't let me get over to the boy to hug him after the game.
then i drove jhill home. almost went on a one way street the wrong way [it was hilarious]
then i went to chicken out and got a wrap. ate the whole thing within minutes.
spalding girls are unfortunate looking/wear so much make up it makes them unfortunate looking.
my mom decided to come home today :/ shes on her way now.
im going out and seeing the boy tonight. good times? hopefully.
i already cant stand bball. i thought that maybe since i didnt play soccer with the mimster it wouldnt be so bad so soon. but it is. its terrible. i was late for sunrise practice, so i made up a story about how the road was blocked or some shit.
she believed me.
i'm going to have a breakdown and kill everyone by the end of this season. i swearrrrrrr.
and my body's breaking.
somethings wrong with my achilles, my knee, and my back. :/
oh, i got my hurr did yesterday. finally. it was LONGGGG overdue.
I WANT YOU LOVE AND I WANT YOUR REVENGE YOU AND ME COULD WRITE A BAD ROMANCE.
whoa oh oh oh ohhhhhhhhh.
i forgot my crush on this guy...
until i watched a rerun of viva la bam and he was on it.
daniel lloyd davey AKA dani filth.
i had the BIGGEST crush on him in middle school (can you see why?)
also had a crush on raab himself.
and bam margera of course.
not sure if he and missy got a divorce yet, but i hope (hoped?) things work out. they're were cute together.
daniel lloyd davey AKA dani filth.
i had the BIGGEST crush on him in middle school (can you see why?)
also had a crush on raab himself.
and bam margera of course.
not sure if he and missy got a divorce yet, but i hope (hoped?) things work out. they're were cute together.
RAMBLES DMASJFDHLASDJFHSALDIFUHA
got out early friday. went to eddies with kaleigh and got lunchables then went to awful basketball.
drove out to the boys game.
hung with jhill, bria, kswift, jeremy, adams, and more.
fell down the hill with bri.
saw the boy at the end it was cute :]
hung out with him and andrew and JT. they're hilarious.
woke up, went to MCD and G game.
G won, stormed the field, hugged taaj and nate. saw maddie <3 a bunch of my friends were drunk. it was funny. lani left, she cried. it was sad.
hung out with the boy in the car. was fun. windows were foggy.
didnt do anything i was gonna do today...so far at least. so lazy/tired.
i have basketball tomorrow but not school. i am going to cry.
blahhhhhhh
ALWAYSSS LOVEEEEEE. HATE WILL GET YOU EVERY TIME.
o_o
:]
drove out to the boys game.
hung with jhill, bria, kswift, jeremy, adams, and more.
fell down the hill with bri.
saw the boy at the end it was cute :]
hung out with him and andrew and JT. they're hilarious.
woke up, went to MCD and G game.
G won, stormed the field, hugged taaj and nate. saw maddie <3 a bunch of my friends were drunk. it was funny. lani left, she cried. it was sad.
hung out with the boy in the car. was fun. windows were foggy.
didnt do anything i was gonna do today...so far at least. so lazy/tired.
i have basketball tomorrow but not school. i am going to cry.
blahhhhhhh
ALWAYSSS LOVEEEEEE. HATE WILL GET YOU EVERY TIME.
o_o
:]
you're contagious.
mm makes me want to puke.
but actually. i hate her so much.
today i had to move my car cause apparently a tree was gonna fall on it. not only did i trip twice trying to get my keys [they made it sound like the tree was in the midst of falling] but when i got there, none of the trees seemed out of place, none of them seemed to be falling. but what do i know, it might collapse tonight. whatever.
im excited its a half day tomorrow. my guitar teacher never got back to me so maybe i wont have guitar ^_^
i have to do so much math hw cause i didnt do it the last two nights...
i think bria and i are gonna write will another letter :D
ummm today during lunch we burst out into song multiple times.
[how did you get here? I TOOK A BUS!! bwahahahaha] andd UNBREAK MY HEARRRRTTTT SAY YOU LOVE ME AGAINNNN, UNBREAK THIS HURT THAT YOU CAUSED WHEN YOU WALKED OUT THE DOOR AND WALKED OUT OF MY LIFE, UNCRY THESE TEARRRRRRRRRRRS I CRIED SO MANY NIGHTTSSSSSS UNBREAK MY HEARRRRRRT.
bwahahaha.
everyone stared. it was great.
basketball started today. im gonna cut myself.
thats alllll.
but actually. i hate her so much.
today i had to move my car cause apparently a tree was gonna fall on it. not only did i trip twice trying to get my keys [they made it sound like the tree was in the midst of falling] but when i got there, none of the trees seemed out of place, none of them seemed to be falling. but what do i know, it might collapse tonight. whatever.
im excited its a half day tomorrow. my guitar teacher never got back to me so maybe i wont have guitar ^_^
i have to do so much math hw cause i didnt do it the last two nights...
i think bria and i are gonna write will another letter :D
ummm today during lunch we burst out into song multiple times.
[how did you get here? I TOOK A BUS!! bwahahahaha] andd UNBREAK MY HEARRRRTTTT SAY YOU LOVE ME AGAINNNN, UNBREAK THIS HURT THAT YOU CAUSED WHEN YOU WALKED OUT THE DOOR AND WALKED OUT OF MY LIFE, UNCRY THESE TEARRRRRRRRRRRS I CRIED SO MANY NIGHTTSSSSSS UNBREAK MY HEARRRRRRT.
bwahahaha.
everyone stared. it was great.
basketball started today. im gonna cut myself.
thats alllll.
WE ARE THE CHAMPIONSSS
MY FRIENDDDDDDDD.
we won the championships 3-0. it was freaking amazing. FH won too.
after we went to KDs house and everyone slept over except for one girl. i felt bad i wished she could have gone.
lets just say, this morning was ROUGHHHH.
hahaha.
im in love with these goddamn sweats. i NEVER want to take them off.
i spent all english class writing my name all over wills books and hand in permanent marker. he tried rubbing it off on the chair and got a rug burn ^_^
and we passed notes half of the time, insulting each other. this is seriously the first class i didnt spend staring at baker [migodheissogoddamnedhot]
ooo and pm burned will badddd. he said something to her and she goes, "im glad you lost your championship game." his face fell and everyone was like, ooooo burrrrrrrrrn.
but nance and i are champions. it felt legit. the whole team wore our sweats allll day.
CARLIES WAS SATURDAY.
it was fun. this guy came dressed as britney spears, wearing a blonde wig, white corset, rhinestones around his bellybutton, fishnets, and a speedo. hes my new best friend.
there was a shitload of people and a shitload of alch, AND NONE OF THE SOCCER GIRLS DRANK CAUSE WE HAD A GAME AND WE WERE SOOO GOOD.
FH wasnt supposed to go out but bail did.
we had a dance party at the very end with like 12-15 people. anna was sitting so i danced with mckates and cooper. i love cooper. i saw him a bunch today. he's my faveeeeee.
buuuuut at carlies he raped me, like, 3 times. each time i ran to anna or mckates screaming, I NEVER SAID YESSSSSS.
nance D is turning into grace.
soph AND grace tugged at my tutu at one point and called me a skank/slut. i love them<3
there was a lot of parents upstairs, and cars bfs dad kept taking pictures. it was awk.
audrey freaking lives in cars closet.
i think thats about it.
the ride with jazz was amusing.
OH PARKING FAIL.
i couldnt get close to the curb at cars and jazz tried to do it but we gave up.
then i hit the sign/ran over the rocks at KDs like, 50times.
it was redunkulousss.
[KDs pool house is bigger than my house....]
thats about it. i dont want to do homework. i ran out of nerds. i love that canddyyyyy.
we won the championships 3-0. it was freaking amazing. FH won too.
after we went to KDs house and everyone slept over except for one girl. i felt bad i wished she could have gone.
lets just say, this morning was ROUGHHHH.
hahaha.
im in love with these goddamn sweats. i NEVER want to take them off.
i spent all english class writing my name all over wills books and hand in permanent marker. he tried rubbing it off on the chair and got a rug burn ^_^
and we passed notes half of the time, insulting each other. this is seriously the first class i didnt spend staring at baker [migodheissogoddamnedhot]
ooo and pm burned will badddd. he said something to her and she goes, "im glad you lost your championship game." his face fell and everyone was like, ooooo burrrrrrrrrn.
but nance and i are champions. it felt legit. the whole team wore our sweats allll day.
CARLIES WAS SATURDAY.
it was fun. this guy came dressed as britney spears, wearing a blonde wig, white corset, rhinestones around his bellybutton, fishnets, and a speedo. hes my new best friend.
there was a shitload of people and a shitload of alch, AND NONE OF THE SOCCER GIRLS DRANK CAUSE WE HAD A GAME AND WE WERE SOOO GOOD.
FH wasnt supposed to go out but bail did.
we had a dance party at the very end with like 12-15 people. anna was sitting so i danced with mckates and cooper. i love cooper. i saw him a bunch today. he's my faveeeeee.
buuuuut at carlies he raped me, like, 3 times. each time i ran to anna or mckates screaming, I NEVER SAID YESSSSSS.
nance D is turning into grace.
soph AND grace tugged at my tutu at one point and called me a skank/slut. i love them<3
there was a lot of parents upstairs, and cars bfs dad kept taking pictures. it was awk.
audrey freaking lives in cars closet.
i think thats about it.
the ride with jazz was amusing.
OH PARKING FAIL.
i couldnt get close to the curb at cars and jazz tried to do it but we gave up.
then i hit the sign/ran over the rocks at KDs like, 50times.
it was redunkulousss.
[KDs pool house is bigger than my house....]
thats about it. i dont want to do homework. i ran out of nerds. i love that canddyyyyy.
oh btw...IEROWEEN.
28 YEARS OLD NKJSFDLHASFJLHALSF
HAPPY MOTHER FUCKING BIRTHDAY FRANK ANTHONY THOMAS IERO JR!!!!!!
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oh, the many faces/tattoos of frank.
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[i know most of my pictures are too big. suck it.]
HAPPY MOTHER FUCKING BIRTHDAY FRANK ANTHONY THOMAS IERO JR!!!!!!
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oh, the many faces/tattoos of frank.
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[i know most of my pictures are too big. suck it.]
its halloween.
so imma post about the used concert last sunday.
i got there around 3. when i drove to the parking lot, i drove right past dan and quinn smoking. i had a minifreakout in the car. J didnt get there until like 4, but i was amused eavesdropping. the guy behind me was hilarious. arron walked into his bus the the guys behind me were like, "AARON! WE LOVE YOU!!!" and made hearts. and he made a peace sign. we were one behind barricade for drive a [they fucking rule]but this bitch got in front of us during the almost and elbowed j in the face and headbutted me. everyone around me made her feel bad and she ended up leaving.
i hope she gets hit by a car.
aaron was so cute. someone told him to shut the fuck up so he stopped the song and started talking to the girl. then he said jesus loves you all. and a guy gave a thumbs down. so aaron goes, "thats cool dude, you can believe whatever you want," and then the guy gave a thumbs up. someone made a heart and he was like "what is that? what does that mean? oh, its a heart! it looked like...not...a heart...." sahkdfkasfh so cute.
the used was amazing. dans beard is as gross as jephs moustache. xD
they played blue and yellow. they said they never play blue and yellow. i was so pumped. bert told gross jokes. and cute ones and was all bert like. it was amazing. our eyes locked at one point. it was awesomeeeeeeeeeeeee. the first two songs i couldnt breathe and i was afraid i was going to have to get out of the pit. it slowed down though. j didnt see a thing. i feel bad.
i met aaron and jeph AND VIENNA. i finnally met that women. shes so nice i love her.
and i got artwork vinyl. and i stayed until like, 12:30 even though it ended at around 10:45.
im going to pick up jazz around 7something and head over to carlies. im excited.
happy halloween hoe.
i got there around 3. when i drove to the parking lot, i drove right past dan and quinn smoking. i had a minifreakout in the car. J didnt get there until like 4, but i was amused eavesdropping. the guy behind me was hilarious. arron walked into his bus the the guys behind me were like, "AARON! WE LOVE YOU!!!" and made hearts. and he made a peace sign. we were one behind barricade for drive a [they fucking rule]but this bitch got in front of us during the almost and elbowed j in the face and headbutted me. everyone around me made her feel bad and she ended up leaving.
i hope she gets hit by a car.
aaron was so cute. someone told him to shut the fuck up so he stopped the song and started talking to the girl. then he said jesus loves you all. and a guy gave a thumbs down. so aaron goes, "thats cool dude, you can believe whatever you want," and then the guy gave a thumbs up. someone made a heart and he was like "what is that? what does that mean? oh, its a heart! it looked like...not...a heart...." sahkdfkasfh so cute.
the used was amazing. dans beard is as gross as jephs moustache. xD
they played blue and yellow. they said they never play blue and yellow. i was so pumped. bert told gross jokes. and cute ones and was all bert like. it was amazing. our eyes locked at one point. it was awesomeeeeeeeeeeeee. the first two songs i couldnt breathe and i was afraid i was going to have to get out of the pit. it slowed down though. j didnt see a thing. i feel bad.
i met aaron and jeph AND VIENNA. i finnally met that women. shes so nice i love her.
and i got artwork vinyl. and i stayed until like, 12:30 even though it ended at around 10:45.
im going to pick up jazz around 7something and head over to carlies. im excited.
happy halloween hoe.
myyyyyyy favorite character out of all the new degrassi people. except maybe the closet gay dude. he's pretty chill.
but i love johnny. he's cute. alli's a dumbass. i'd never leave him.
but then again, im somewhat of a masochist...but then again alli is dumb and johnny is amazing.
i'll post about the concert later i guess. im in a bad mood.
anddddd WE'RE GOING TO THE SHIP.
shoes.powerrangers.theused.
my new shoes. i wore them yesterday, and i was so so excited. i love them.
i saw the boy and andrew yesterday. we went to starbucks and towson U and pretended to be students so we could use their wifi.
i talked to my sister yesterday
this is who shes being for halloween.
tommy oliver.
when i was little, i was in love with him. he was my imaginary friend and he was so real that my parents had to make a plate for him at dinner.
and i had a night gown that was white and looked like a wedding dress to me, so every night when i went to say goodnight to my parents, i'd walk one step at a time like i was walking down the aisle, pretend i was holding flowers and get married to tommy.
i was in love with him.
and the only reason i watched power ranger dino storm is because he was back.
jason david frank=first love.
^_^
IM GOING TO SEE THE USED TODAY HOLY MOTHER OF GOD I CAN HARDLY BELIEVE IT IM SO EXCITED.
under the rose.
today, i woke up, harvested my pumpkins, and read whatever i missed on twitter when i unexpectedly fell asleep.
nick said something about him, and posted a link to their original video of killing loneliness. i havent listened to him in a while, so i started playing dark light.
i miss this time in my life. i know i say it a lot but i really do.
i miss the feeling i had during that time, i miss the music i listened to, i miss how i dressed. when i tried to be so angsty and failed so miserably, when ms. moore was my teacher and kendall still went to school. and i mean, it sucked. it really did. and times are usually better now.
usually.
but 7th/8th grade was pretty contant and reliable and i knew more or less what was gonna happen. and i miss that....i think.
well, i miss the constant feeling i had that now i only get when i listen to songs from that time.
and listening to him makes me think of vampire movies...
im convinced my room smells the way it does cause of my dirty clothes. which is annoying. cause last sunday i washed EVERYTHING. and the only thing in my hamper was my bed sheets. and monday morning/tuesday morning my room didnt smell. but wendsday morning, it did. this is so obnoxious. and i dont appreciate this. not at all.
HOLY MOTHER OF GOD IM GOING TO SEE THE USED TOMORROW HOLYFUCKSHITDAMN I CANT WAIT.
nick said something about him, and posted a link to their original video of killing loneliness. i havent listened to him in a while, so i started playing dark light.
i miss this time in my life. i know i say it a lot but i really do.
i miss the feeling i had during that time, i miss the music i listened to, i miss how i dressed. when i tried to be so angsty and failed so miserably, when ms. moore was my teacher and kendall still went to school. and i mean, it sucked. it really did. and times are usually better now.
usually.
but 7th/8th grade was pretty contant and reliable and i knew more or less what was gonna happen. and i miss that....i think.
well, i miss the constant feeling i had that now i only get when i listen to songs from that time.
and listening to him makes me think of vampire movies...
im convinced my room smells the way it does cause of my dirty clothes. which is annoying. cause last sunday i washed EVERYTHING. and the only thing in my hamper was my bed sheets. and monday morning/tuesday morning my room didnt smell. but wendsday morning, it did. this is so obnoxious. and i dont appreciate this. not at all.
HOLY MOTHER OF GOD IM GOING TO SEE THE USED TOMORROW HOLYFUCKSHITDAMN I CANT WAIT.
so um,
this whole, going days without talking thing isnt working out.
its making me get angrier at you.
just, fyi.
goddammit.
7motherfuckingdaysssssssssss.
its making me get angrier at you.
just, fyi.
goddammit.
7motherfuckingdaysssssssssss.
these LSTN playlist from urbanoutfitters make me happy and sad at the same time.
they make me happy cause i love this kind of music, and i think its funny that they're trying so hard to be indie or whatever, they're giving away playlist of this music.
and they make me sad because i have no one to listen them with in a old ford while wearing clothes that look like they're from backseatkiss or something. and because they're trying to hard to be indie or whatever they're giving away playlist of this music.
this weekend was not good. not at all. i have no energy/no motivation.
my parents should be home within 2hrs, 2 1/2.
not sure whether thats good or not.
:/
im dying for pattern tights like danis.
and long hair. i REALLY REALLY want long hair.
and cowboy boots.
i really want cowboy boots.
they make me happy cause i love this kind of music, and i think its funny that they're trying so hard to be indie or whatever, they're giving away playlist of this music.
and they make me sad because i have no one to listen them with in a old ford while wearing clothes that look like they're from backseatkiss or something. and because they're trying to hard to be indie or whatever they're giving away playlist of this music.
this weekend was not good. not at all. i have no energy/no motivation.
my parents should be home within 2hrs, 2 1/2.
not sure whether thats good or not.
:/
im dying for pattern tights like danis.
and long hair. i REALLY REALLY want long hair.
and cowboy boots.
i really want cowboy boots.
i hate that im beating myself up over shit that isnt my fault.
its not my fault.
stop being an ass. cause you're being an ass. grow up please.
thanks.
legally blonde is on ^_^ i want to see the musicalllll.
"omigawd omigawd you guys! looks like elles gonna win the prize!!"
ps. cassies awesome. *high five to awesome cassie*
its not my fault.
stop being an ass. cause you're being an ass. grow up please.
thanks.
legally blonde is on ^_^ i want to see the musicalllll.
"omigawd omigawd you guys! looks like elles gonna win the prize!!"
ps. cassies awesome. *high five to awesome cassie*
moo cow saysssssss:
yesterday zc told me she knew she had no right to be mad and all was well.
i cant remember what else happened yesterday... OH YEAH.
i got all the info off my harddrive. and had an embarr moment with czar czar. then reminisced while looking at all my old photos.
but today was the PSATs. which were dumb as usual, but anna from friends and 3 maybe? but deff 2 other girls from friends were there.
french was french like. math drop down was math drop down like. padge helpped me bring up the cooler from the game, we failed. it was great. I SAW GOAT. and i gave him the orange hair tie i found. padge and i decided we were gonna get him socks and shoes as well :]
we won our game ^_^
um um ummmmm no contact yesterday :/
and my grandma is staying over. i was hoping i'd go to her so i'd have the house to myself, but no. shes staying until sunday.
i need a halloween outfit. hopefully something from hottopic.
and i need a ride to tess's party cause my mom doesnt want me driving all the way out there in the bad weather. maybe charlie?? maybe carlie if she goes. blahhhhhhhhhhhh.
i cant remember what else happened yesterday... OH YEAH.
i got all the info off my harddrive. and had an embarr moment with czar czar. then reminisced while looking at all my old photos.
but today was the PSATs. which were dumb as usual, but anna from friends and 3 maybe? but deff 2 other girls from friends were there.
french was french like. math drop down was math drop down like. padge helpped me bring up the cooler from the game, we failed. it was great. I SAW GOAT. and i gave him the orange hair tie i found. padge and i decided we were gonna get him socks and shoes as well :]
we won our game ^_^
um um ummmmm no contact yesterday :/
and my grandma is staying over. i was hoping i'd go to her so i'd have the house to myself, but no. shes staying until sunday.
i need a halloween outfit. hopefully something from hottopic.
and i need a ride to tess's party cause my mom doesnt want me driving all the way out there in the bad weather. maybe charlie?? maybe carlie if she goes. blahhhhhhhhhhhh.
today was mostly horrible.
zc is being a little bitch and has no right to. especially towards me. i'm sorry i told you the truth.
people are acting like girls when they should act like boys.
i lost my earring.
the PSATs are wendsday [why did i only find this out today?]
its cold as balls.
i cant go see paramore/AFI.
and today just sucked.
BETTER:
moose, crazy girl, charlie and i smoked near eddies. i wasnt going to because of soccer, but the stress was getting to me. and i felt much better after. mainly our conversation about blowjobs and how apparently cum is just "special sauce" really made me so much happier. that, and the fact that PGs work on charlies neck made it look like mike tyson punched him twice. ANNDDDD how anna and i were teasing david. ANNDDDD charlies story about him walking away with his cat when he wasnt too right in the head. it cracked me up. and when i realized when charlie smiles he has dimples and his eyes get lighter. i had nothing to do in history so i inspected the boys closely. i think riina saw me staring a few times o_O
nate cracks me up.
zim is even funnier.
13DAYS FJSDKL;IJKSGDMSFNKKJDISKLFMJKSKDOLFMDFN.
my hand still smells like cigarettes.
people are acting like girls when they should act like boys.
i lost my earring.
the PSATs are wendsday [why did i only find this out today?]
its cold as balls.
i cant go see paramore/AFI.
and today just sucked.
BETTER:
moose, crazy girl, charlie and i smoked near eddies. i wasnt going to because of soccer, but the stress was getting to me. and i felt much better after. mainly our conversation about blowjobs and how apparently cum is just "special sauce" really made me so much happier. that, and the fact that PGs work on charlies neck made it look like mike tyson punched him twice. ANNDDDD how anna and i were teasing david. ANNDDDD charlies story about him walking away with his cat when he wasnt too right in the head. it cracked me up. and when i realized when charlie smiles he has dimples and his eyes get lighter. i had nothing to do in history so i inspected the boys closely. i think riina saw me staring a few times o_O
nate cracks me up.
zim is even funnier.
13DAYS FJSDKL;IJKSGDMSFNKKJDISKLFMJKSKDOLFMDFN.
my hand still smells like cigarettes.
stolen from raallas tumblr who reblogged.
This morning as I was packing lunch, about to leave for work, my boyfriend danced into the kitchen singing a made up song consisting of only my name over and over. When he saw me, he turned red and said “Oh, you’re still here”. Sneaking a peak in the daily routine of someone who really loves me GMH.
aw. aw aw aw aw aw. incredibly aw aw.
my parents need to come home now so i know whether i can make beer bread or if i have to make cake/cupcakes. dammit.
aw. aw aw aw aw aw. incredibly aw aw.
my parents need to come home now so i know whether i can make beer bread or if i have to make cake/cupcakes. dammit.
i hate when people say bad shit about MD
especially when you're from there.
choiy: goregous autumn days - the only good thing about this state...
ummm no. just because you're stuck in your little community neighborhood and you're always inside studying does not mean this state sucks. it means you dont know where the good things are. so stfu.
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choiy: goregous autumn days - the only good thing about this state...
ummm no. just because you're stuck in your little community neighborhood and you're always inside studying does not mean this state sucks. it means you dont know where the good things are. so stfu.
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zc is being a little jealous bitch and i hope she doesnt yell at padge.
last night did not happen.
jaida lied to her mom and like, jazzs mom found out and jskfasdfjsa.
basically, jaida ruined everyones plan. and the fact that riina wasnt having a party and nick decided not to pick us up [nicholas, dont be ridiculous!]
instead, jazz and i talked, i was obnoxious and kept her up. so we walked around her neighborhood at like, 2in the morning, and saw frat boys. she was gonna talk to them, but i told her they had rape written all over them. then we saw like, 3 black boys, somewhat drunk, walking down the street. so we went back to her house and played pool.
it was fun, but not what we planned. not what we planned at all.
wiL francis has a son now. how adorablely cute. im so happy for him :]
14motherfuckingdays im going to explode.
i want to go to the ravens game, my mom almost took us dammit.
im kinda sorta really pissed actually. not about not going to the game though.
im actually obessed with watered down by the used. actually.
cause it makes no difference if i throw it away.
*40min later* i just went to target and got crash love and brand new eyes. excitement!!!
last night did not happen.
jaida lied to her mom and like, jazzs mom found out and jskfasdfjsa.
basically, jaida ruined everyones plan. and the fact that riina wasnt having a party and nick decided not to pick us up [nicholas, dont be ridiculous!]
instead, jazz and i talked, i was obnoxious and kept her up. so we walked around her neighborhood at like, 2in the morning, and saw frat boys. she was gonna talk to them, but i told her they had rape written all over them. then we saw like, 3 black boys, somewhat drunk, walking down the street. so we went back to her house and played pool.
it was fun, but not what we planned. not what we planned at all.
wiL francis has a son now. how adorablely cute. im so happy for him :]
14motherfuckingdays im going to explode.
i want to go to the ravens game, my mom almost took us dammit.
im kinda sorta really pissed actually. not about not going to the game though.
im actually obessed with watered down by the used. actually.
cause it makes no difference if i throw it away.
*40min later* i just went to target and got crash love and brand new eyes. excitement!!!
well, he's most likely home since ian is...
text me you dumbass white fool.
cause it makes no difference if i throw it away...
cause it makes no difference if i throw it away...
it all just ends up tasting watered down.
i've been facebooking/texting goat for about an hour. he's a nice guy. im still kinda ticked that zc screwed him over so much. he showed me his orange jump suit ^__^
i saw lauren from camp. she used to be so freaking awkward, now shes a model. WTF. so bizzare.
poor zimm. didnt play a minute.
i had somewhat of a guilt trip when jhill called me. but everyone told me not to, but i couldnt help it.
tonight is going to be interesting. i hope we find somewhere good haha.
things are falling apart between us again. REPEAT OFFENDER [dammit d'anna]
i hung with marina and mimo and kn and gd and red and fallona and lani and PADGEEEEE. it was pretty fun.
and i lied. well, more as not say exactly what i was doing than lied. and jhill was determined to tell me what a bad person i was when i got home.
i saw taaj today. he's so nice. i waved from a far and he ran over to hug and talk to me for a bit. i know th has issues with him, but he really is nice.
im starting to hate desnoyer. wtf, he was supposed to be the good j.
and once again, AR situation not getting any better [not sure if i wrote that on here, on in my word document, but anyways, AR situation is not getting better.]
i hope i get somewhat fucked up tonight.
15motherfuckingdays.
ya know. just saying...
i saw lauren from camp. she used to be so freaking awkward, now shes a model. WTF. so bizzare.
poor zimm. didnt play a minute.
i had somewhat of a guilt trip when jhill called me. but everyone told me not to, but i couldnt help it.
tonight is going to be interesting. i hope we find somewhere good haha.
things are falling apart between us again. REPEAT OFFENDER [dammit d'anna]
i hung with marina and mimo and kn and gd and red and fallona and lani and PADGEEEEE. it was pretty fun.
and i lied. well, more as not say exactly what i was doing than lied. and jhill was determined to tell me what a bad person i was when i got home.
i saw taaj today. he's so nice. i waved from a far and he ran over to hug and talk to me for a bit. i know th has issues with him, but he really is nice.
im starting to hate desnoyer. wtf, he was supposed to be the good j.
and once again, AR situation not getting any better [not sure if i wrote that on here, on in my word document, but anyways, AR situation is not getting better.]
i hope i get somewhat fucked up tonight.
15motherfuckingdays.
ya know. just saying...
oh hey this is directed at you.
i've been doing a lot of thinking. thinking about shit i tried to shove in the back of my mind, but d'annas convocation shoved it to the front again. ignore ignore ignore. as much as i may be jealous of her, and pretty much hate and despise her for no real good reason [at least, no good reason evidence presents] don't ignore her. that may be the worst thing to do. ever. this is coming from a girl who loves to see people she hates suffer. and furthermore, i want to know everything.
in other news:
my heel fucking hurts. like, the bottom of it, like i stepped on something even though i know i didnt. and my knee hurts. i almost couldnt walk up the fucking stairs.
16 mother fucking days.
phoenix mercury won. fuck yeah diana.
today i had ritas and a banana boat. so good.
i often wish i could look like effy.
or be effy. without the whole, falling apart at the seems thing.
anddddd im kinda in love with freddie. he's great.
skinsskinsskinsskinsskinsskinsskinsskinsskinsskinsskinsskinsskinsskins!
looking like kristen wouldn't be too bad either.
in other news:
my heel fucking hurts. like, the bottom of it, like i stepped on something even though i know i didnt. and my knee hurts. i almost couldnt walk up the fucking stairs.
16 mother fucking days.
phoenix mercury won. fuck yeah diana.
today i had ritas and a banana boat. so good.
i often wish i could look like effy.
or be effy. without the whole, falling apart at the seems thing.
anddddd im kinda in love with freddie. he's great.
skinsskinsskinsskinsskinsskinsskinsskinsskinsskinsskinsskinsskinsskins!
looking like kristen wouldn't be too bad either.
when the sun shines, we'll shine together.
today we crushed the reds in soccer.
but gracey was hurt and sophia lost two front teeth [holyshit]
tomorrow has the potential to be amazing.
amazing amazing and more amazing. even though im not going to homecoming dance, it could be amazing.
i really hope it is. i need an amazing weekend.
im so exhausted from today. its been a while since i had to sprint to catch up to the girl i was defended. oh daniela. causing me problems xD
um um um um i hope tomorrow works out.
*crossed fingers*
but gracey was hurt and sophia lost two front teeth [holyshit]
tomorrow has the potential to be amazing.
amazing amazing and more amazing. even though im not going to homecoming dance, it could be amazing.
i really hope it is. i need an amazing weekend.
im so exhausted from today. its been a while since i had to sprint to catch up to the girl i was defended. oh daniela. causing me problems xD
um um um um i hope tomorrow works out.
*crossed fingers*
beeteedubs...
the showcase was actually pretty good.
im so tired i feel asleep during ghost hunters [i was quite upset about that]
we tie dyed socks for spirit day in advisory.
pooter is fixed.
in less that one hour it'll be 17days until the used. gonna die. gonna die.
and carlie watched fancy pants.
AR situation not getting any better.
im running out of candy in my car.
eh, nothing else really.
laadeedodaaa *falls asleep*
im so tired i feel asleep during ghost hunters [i was quite upset about that]
we tie dyed socks for spirit day in advisory.
pooter is fixed.
in less that one hour it'll be 17days until the used. gonna die. gonna die.
and carlie watched fancy pants.
AR situation not getting any better.
im running out of candy in my car.
eh, nothing else really.
laadeedodaaa *falls asleep*
im freaking out about this showcase on the inside.
im not nearly at the level i was at in july, i cant find my lucky hair tie, and im just overall scared.
i have to do my revisions on my english paper/write my history paper.
and i still have precalc to do.
and fuck i forgot to wash clothes today.
and i want to finish my french hw tonight.
im just a jittery/nervous wreck atm.
good thing:finally contacted dell, gonna get my pooter fixed hopefully this week. and i went to ihop today. good things good things good things.
21days until the used :D
im not nearly at the level i was at in july, i cant find my lucky hair tie, and im just overall scared.
i have to do my revisions on my english paper/write my history paper.
and i still have precalc to do.
and fuck i forgot to wash clothes today.
and i want to finish my french hw tonight.
im just a jittery/nervous wreck atm.
good thing:finally contacted dell, gonna get my pooter fixed hopefully this week. and i went to ihop today. good things good things good things.
21days until the used :D
dreamgirl.
i was feeling like a creep as i watched you asleep face down in the grass in the park in the middle of hot afternoon. your top was untied and i thought how nice it'd be to follow the sweat down your spine.
you're like my best friend after a good good drink, you and me wake up and make love after a deep sleep where i was dreaming, i was dreaming of a
you're like my best friend after a good good drink, you and me wake up and make love after a deep sleep where i was dreaming, i was dreaming of a
i'm so numb.
and depressed like.
this always happens after shows. it kinda sucks.
my screen is almost completely off. the screen flashes sometimes. dammit. it needs to stay on for a little while longer. i currently have it leaning against my pillow, cause without it, it would fall and possibly break off.
last night there was a naked guy, covered in tattoos, dancing behind ryan leger as he was playing. it was hilarious. the inside of my bottom lip is all torn up from me getting hit last night.
pretty much yeah.
this always happens after shows. it kinda sucks.
my screen is almost completely off. the screen flashes sometimes. dammit. it needs to stay on for a little while longer. i currently have it leaning against my pillow, cause without it, it would fall and possibly break off.
last night there was a naked guy, covered in tattoos, dancing behind ryan leger as he was playing. it was hilarious. the inside of my bottom lip is all torn up from me getting hit last night.
pretty much yeah.
...beautiful, i'm a loser alive...
i can't be assed with checking and finishing my french homework like i planned.
im just gonna bullshit the last slide on my bio powerpoint and chill. cause i cant be assed. i hate bio. i dont want to have class tomorrow. grrr. and i have precalc dropdown. i have a full schedual tomorrow and im not pleased. today i only had two classes, and it should be like that every day
i love sam DG for having a high pitched voice when he played ophelia. ms. turner wasnt too amused though.
im starting to fall in love with wil francis all over again.
i literally just want to listen to aiden and william control all freaking day.
i need to delete pictures off my photobucket and save them onto my computer. they changed it so that i can only have 500mb of shit. and i had over 800. im now down to 752, but i want to get under 500.
blah. its gonna take a while. i have so many fucking pictures.
anna g was so mean today. she was jumping in joy when she found out that the freshman we hate got swine.
i mean, i hate her, a lot, and i was kinda pleased that she's recieving karma, but really? thats just mean. especially since her friends were standing with me.
good news: i can now text twitter from my phone. i didnt used to be able to for some reason, but now i can. fuck yeah.
im just gonna bullshit the last slide on my bio powerpoint and chill. cause i cant be assed. i hate bio. i dont want to have class tomorrow. grrr. and i have precalc dropdown. i have a full schedual tomorrow and im not pleased. today i only had two classes, and it should be like that every day
i love sam DG for having a high pitched voice when he played ophelia. ms. turner wasnt too amused though.
im starting to fall in love with wil francis all over again.
i literally just want to listen to aiden and william control all freaking day.
i need to delete pictures off my photobucket and save them onto my computer. they changed it so that i can only have 500mb of shit. and i had over 800. im now down to 752, but i want to get under 500.
blah. its gonna take a while. i have so many fucking pictures.
anna g was so mean today. she was jumping in joy when she found out that the freshman we hate got swine.
i mean, i hate her, a lot, and i was kinda pleased that she's recieving karma, but really? thats just mean. especially since her friends were standing with me.
good news: i can now text twitter from my phone. i didnt used to be able to for some reason, but now i can. fuck yeah.
this is a blog.
wendsday paige, zoey, and i couldnt get my car alarm to go off.
thursday was the retreat. the boy and i got into a mini fight and i started crying, so zoey hauled me off to her room, and we hung out for awhile alone. it was great. we got scared about someone [paige] scarring us through the window, [cause shes texted zoey about cheetos, and we just opened a bag of them] so we closed the blinds and it took forever and crap. haha.
earlier euna scared the shit out of me by standing at my window and waiting for me to turn.
o_o
kim was awesome. her life kinda sucked, but i loved her.
um, zoey and i were mad at a few people and they kept popping up but whatever.
and the negros had a meeting. it was...interesting?
saturday i played basketball...
and um, today i hung out with the boy.
my mom was being an ass so we drove around a lot and ended up in the woods, and the backyard of AF. he was so awesome. he knew my nckalce was sid vicious. and he hugged me. and i was like, fsdflshflksajfhp I LOVE YOU.
he was cool. but i almost died in the woods. cause...i did.
and um, there was a close call. AF told us the police had been around lately, and the boy was like, oh hey look its night and the parks closed and i have a van! and i was all like, AF was like theres cops and GAH IM PARANOID. and he seemed kinda annoyed, but we left. right as we left the police drove by. OHMYGOD so close. and we passed a couple drinking and about to fuck. i bet they got caught.
then we went to fractured prune and back to my car.
it was good considering what we were originally gonna do.
i dont have school tomorrow ^_^
thursday was the retreat. the boy and i got into a mini fight and i started crying, so zoey hauled me off to her room, and we hung out for awhile alone. it was great. we got scared about someone [paige] scarring us through the window, [cause shes texted zoey about cheetos, and we just opened a bag of them] so we closed the blinds and it took forever and crap. haha.
earlier euna scared the shit out of me by standing at my window and waiting for me to turn.
o_o
kim was awesome. her life kinda sucked, but i loved her.
um, zoey and i were mad at a few people and they kept popping up but whatever.
and the negros had a meeting. it was...interesting?
saturday i played basketball...
and um, today i hung out with the boy.
my mom was being an ass so we drove around a lot and ended up in the woods, and the backyard of AF. he was so awesome. he knew my nckalce was sid vicious. and he hugged me. and i was like, fsdflshflksajfhp I LOVE YOU.
he was cool. but i almost died in the woods. cause...i did.
and um, there was a close call. AF told us the police had been around lately, and the boy was like, oh hey look its night and the parks closed and i have a van! and i was all like, AF was like theres cops and GAH IM PARANOID. and he seemed kinda annoyed, but we left. right as we left the police drove by. OHMYGOD so close. and we passed a couple drinking and about to fuck. i bet they got caught.
then we went to fractured prune and back to my car.
it was good considering what we were originally gonna do.
i dont have school tomorrow ^_^
STREETLIGHTS. PEOPLE.
english class is amazing.
zims idea of a ghost sound is "rar" kevin says fail when he makes mistakes, and nate pauses before the word 'cock,' wondering or not if he should actually say it. and sam dg is a theater kid, so his reading voice is nice.
reading hamlet is gonna be freaking amazing. i love that class.
i have a history test tomorrow. :/ im procrastinating studying. and doing bio homework.
tess asked me why she doesnt have any friends :[ im really pissed about that cause it's like, impossible for her to be mean to anyone. people are just bitches.
we won our game 7-1 :D
while driving to our game, iplayed blasted don't stop believin'. tess, newman, and i were dancing and screaming with the windows down. well, newman was screaming the words TO people OUT the window. rofl. then we blasted i'll make a man out of you from mulan. i was singing and i turned, and this lady was giving me a look. embarrassing.
...i caught k.bo chasing a squirrel. rofl.
...and i made an encounter with zoey and goat VERY awkward. BUT IT WAS A MISTAKE. bwahahaha it was hilarious.
im excited for the retreat/being out of uniform, i hope im in a room with someone i like, i hope there are good times.
...i have bruises everywhere. i feel slightly better than i did last night.
zims idea of a ghost sound is "rar" kevin says fail when he makes mistakes, and nate pauses before the word 'cock,' wondering or not if he should actually say it. and sam dg is a theater kid, so his reading voice is nice.
reading hamlet is gonna be freaking amazing. i love that class.
i have a history test tomorrow. :/ im procrastinating studying. and doing bio homework.
tess asked me why she doesnt have any friends :[ im really pissed about that cause it's like, impossible for her to be mean to anyone. people are just bitches.
we won our game 7-1 :D
while driving to our game, i
...i caught k.bo chasing a squirrel. rofl.
...and i made an encounter with zoey and goat VERY awkward. BUT IT WAS A MISTAKE. bwahahaha it was hilarious.
im excited for the retreat/being out of uniform, i hope im in a room with someone i like, i hope there are good times.
...i have bruises everywhere. i feel slightly better than i did last night.
im about to have a freakoutmeltdown.
i need to take a sick day.
but i have a game tomorrow.
i cant wait until 10/25.
someone figure out a way to get me there the 2nd. before i explode.
nowhere to go. i'm not leaving, i'm not going, i'm not kissing you goodbye. on my own, i'm nothing. just bleeding, i'm not kissing you goodbye. you've always been on your own, you'll never make it alone.
*hyperventilates*
oh hai there. i hate everyone.
but i have a game tomorrow.
i cant wait until 10/25.
someone figure out a way to get me there the 2nd. before i explode.
nowhere to go. i'm not leaving, i'm not going, i'm not kissing you goodbye. on my own, i'm nothing. just bleeding, i'm not kissing you goodbye. you've always been on your own, you'll never make it alone.
*hyperventilates*
oh hai there. i hate everyone.
and there she was.
i kinda wanna join tumblr. but i dont get tumblr. i'll stay with you lovely blogger <3
blah.
i feel like blah.
i need to writee a 3-5page essay by third period and i feel like blah.
someone please make it betterrrrrrrr.
someone get me a diana camera and new friends.
i'm begging.
there's not one girl here that will be lead by her conscience, in a world where every girl wants to be a model. what's wrong babe? did daddy not give you enough attention...
blah.
i feel like blah.
i need to writee a 3-5page essay by third period and i feel like blah.
someone please make it betterrrrrrrr.
someone get me a diana camera and new friends.
i'm begging.
there's not one girl here that will be lead by her conscience, in a world where every girl wants to be a model. what's wrong babe? did daddy not give you enough attention...
i'm a creep.
http://www.lowmorale.co.uk/creep/flash/lm_creep_(FLASH).swf
^copy and paste this yo.
honestly, i'm mad [or hurt] you didnt mention me. like, you didnt think of me. just fyi.
today was good.
my dad made me eggs and i played pokemon. i saw the boyf and we went to oregon ridge, and did fun things away from the trail. he gave me maxx :D
thats maxx :D
we sang taylor swift, miley cyrus, and whoever sings "i just can't get you out of my head" :DD
only bad thing:
my dad said he was getting panera, so i got a craving for it. but its closed, now im getting boston market. :/
i was so so so sick on friday, but im like, all better now.
i played pokemon all yesterday, and talked to trish.
wish me luck on my french test pleaseee.
^copy and paste this yo.
honestly, i'm mad [or hurt] you didnt mention me. like, you didnt think of me. just fyi.
today was good.
my dad made me eggs and i played pokemon. i saw the boyf and we went to oregon ridge, and did fun things away from the trail. he gave me maxx :D
thats maxx :D
we sang taylor swift, miley cyrus, and whoever sings "i just can't get you out of my head" :DD
only bad thing:
my dad said he was getting panera, so i got a craving for it. but its closed, now im getting boston market. :/
i was so so so sick on friday, but im like, all better now.
i played pokemon all yesterday, and talked to trish.
wish me luck on my french test pleaseee.
icky thump is fun to say/sing.
too much drama.
my throat hurts.
we lost our game [refs are actually borderline retarded] we were on a kangaroo coach bus and the tire blew off. it was fucking scary. so the school we played sent a bus to come get us. the driver called his friend and yelled "i didnt fucking sign up for this shit." and "i had to drive to fucking baltimore," when actually, he drove about 10min each way. he was a douche.
leaving early tomorrow. [finally getting my back checked out.]
nate got his in the balls.
zim's funny.
apparently there was a roach in my room and now im freaking out. [it was probably just a stray like the one i found last year. but either way.]
fal is letting me borrow the new muse cd tomorrow. excitement.
i love driving.
i need october to be here. i need my parents to be nice and let me go to two more concerts. one on the 2nd and one on the 23rd.
i want to see miley cyrus and metro station tbh.
i want it to be fall/winterish soon.
i want to cuddle in front of a fire, wear my jumper and green knee highs, play basketball everyday, and drink coffee in the morning to keep me warm.
looks like my kind of party yes? yes.
my throat hurts.
we lost our game [refs are actually borderline retarded] we were on a kangaroo coach bus and the tire blew off. it was fucking scary. so the school we played sent a bus to come get us. the driver called his friend and yelled "i didnt fucking sign up for this shit." and "i had to drive to fucking baltimore," when actually, he drove about 10min each way. he was a douche.
leaving early tomorrow. [finally getting my back checked out.]
nate got his in the balls.
zim's funny.
apparently there was a roach in my room and now im freaking out. [it was probably just a stray like the one i found last year. but either way.]
fal is letting me borrow the new muse cd tomorrow. excitement.
i love driving.
i need october to be here. i need my parents to be nice and let me go to two more concerts. one on the 2nd and one on the 23rd.
i want to see miley cyrus and metro station tbh.
i want it to be fall/winterish soon.
i want to cuddle in front of a fire, wear my jumper and green knee highs, play basketball everyday, and drink coffee in the morning to keep me warm.
looks like my kind of party yes? yes.
i am the walrus.
koo koo kahchoo!!!!!!
i saw devon today :]
10/2 and 10/23.
not going may cause me to cry. a lot.
:/
i dont feel good.
as much as middle school sucked, i miss 2004/2005.
fksdjlfdg;hodijfkls;d
i saw devon today :]
10/2 and 10/23.
not going may cause me to cry. a lot.
:/
i dont feel good.
as much as middle school sucked, i miss 2004/2005.
fksdjlfdg;hodijfkls;d
poor patrick swayze :[
"YO PATRICK SWAYZE I KNOW YOU JUST DIED AND ALL AND IMMA LET U FINISH.. BUT MICHAEL JACKSON'S DEATH WAS THE BEST ONE THIS YEAR"
have i told you kanye is a dick?he's a dick.
what he did to taylor swift was uncalled for, and absolutely awful.
this is why people think black people are ignorant and obnoxious. cause of people like him.
i love lady gaga.
i cant wait until new moon.
sam DG is my hero. i love him :D
we won our soccer game 4-0 against my kenyan twin.
i still dont know what im gonna do tomorrow for public speaking.
i'm screwed. yup.
Kanye is talented but he is disurbed or mildly retarded. -coach al.
bwahaha i love that guy.i fell asleep on the couch last night,
and didnt wake up until 730ish.
soccer sleepover was fun. since mckinky did the blindfold singing, katie and i had to.
i let someone borrow my rain jacket and they put a bong and weed in it. when i opened it i was like o_O da fuckkkk. it was funny.
ellie is allergic to hay, but decided it was a good idea to lay on it and roll around. shes dumb.
carlie, mckinky and i stayed up until like 4, and we were soooo loud. we woke up everyone like, 4389249389024times.
i was invited to a toga party. couldnt go :[[
but i saw the boy yesterday.
all is well.
i saw reeree yesterday. eee!
im excited for new moon. thats all.
soccer sleepover was fun. since mckinky did the blindfold singing, katie and i had to.
i let someone borrow my rain jacket and they put a bong and weed in it. when i opened it i was like o_O da fuckkkk. it was funny.
ellie is allergic to hay, but decided it was a good idea to lay on it and roll around. shes dumb.
carlie, mckinky and i stayed up until like 4, and we were soooo loud. we woke up everyone like, 4389249389024times.
i was invited to a toga party. couldnt go :[[
but i saw the boy yesterday.
all is well.
i saw reeree yesterday. eee!
im excited for new moon. thats all.
HAPPY BIRTHDAY MIKEY WAY.
when he turns 30 im going to have a conniption.
and when frank turns 30, im dying.
the end.
oh god, bob turns 30 on NYE. *faints*
THEY'RE ALL GONNA BE TREE STATUS SOON.
happy birthday mikey fucking way.
ps. i have my first guitar lesson tomorrow with my new teacher. tomorrow is gonna be stress stress stress until i get to laceys house.
i cant wait -_-;
and i caught...well, found and made courtney catch a wolf spider for our bio bottle. it is freakehhhh.
and when frank turns 30, im dying.
the end.
oh god, bob turns 30 on NYE. *faints*
THEY'RE ALL GONNA BE TREE STATUS SOON.
happy birthday mikey fucking way.
ps. i have my first guitar lesson tomorrow with my new teacher. tomorrow is gonna be stress stress stress until i get to laceys house.
i cant wait -_-;
and i caught...well, found and made courtney catch a wolf spider for our bio bottle. it is freakehhhh.
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