today was mostly horrible.

zc is being a little bitch and has no right to. especially towards me. i'm sorry i told you the truth.
people are acting like girls when they should act like boys.
i lost my earring.
the PSATs are wendsday [why did i only find this out today?]
its cold as balls.
i cant go see paramore/AFI.
and today just sucked.

BETTER:
moose, crazy girl, charlie and i smoked near eddies. i wasnt going to because of soccer, but the stress was getting to me. and i felt much better after. mainly our conversation about blowjobs and how apparently cum is just "special sauce" really made me so much happier. that, and the fact that PGs work on charlies neck made it look like mike tyson punched him twice. ANNDDDD how anna and i were teasing david. ANNDDDD charlies story about him walking away with his cat when he wasnt too right in the head. it cracked me up. and when i realized when charlie smiles he has dimples and his eyes get lighter. i had nothing to do in history so i inspected the boys closely. i think riina saw me staring a few times o_O
nate cracks me up.
zim is even funnier.

13DAYS FJSDKL;IJKSGDMSFNKKJDISKLFMJKSKDOLFMDFN.

my hand still smells like cigarettes.