oh btw...IEROWEEN.

28 YEARS OLD NKJSFDLHASFJLHALSF

HAPPY MOTHER FUCKING BIRTHDAY FRANK ANTHONY THOMAS IERO JR!!!!!!
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oh, the many faces/tattoos of frank.
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[i know most of my pictures are too big. suck it.]

its halloween.

so imma post about the used concert last sunday.

i got there around 3. when i drove to the parking lot, i drove right past dan and quinn smoking. i had a minifreakout in the car. J didnt get there until like 4, but i was amused eavesdropping. the guy behind me was hilarious. arron walked into his bus the the guys behind me were like, "AARON! WE LOVE YOU!!!" and made hearts. and he made a peace sign. we were one behind barricade for drive a [they fucking rule]but this bitch got in front of us during the almost and elbowed j in the face and headbutted me. everyone around me made her feel bad and she ended up leaving.
i hope she gets hit by a car.
aaron was so cute. someone told him to shut the fuck up so he stopped the song and started talking to the girl. then he said jesus loves you all. and a guy gave a thumbs down. so aaron goes, "thats cool dude, you can believe whatever you want," and then the guy gave a thumbs up. someone made a heart and he was like "what is that? what does that mean? oh, its a heart! it looked like...not...a heart...." sahkdfkasfh so cute.
the used was amazing. dans beard is as gross as jephs moustache. xD
they played blue and yellow. they said they never play blue and yellow. i was so pumped. bert told gross jokes. and cute ones and was all bert like. it was amazing. our eyes locked at one point. it was awesomeeeeeeeeeeeee. the first two songs i couldnt breathe and i was afraid i was going to have to get out of the pit. it slowed down though. j didnt see a thing. i feel bad.
i met aaron and jeph AND VIENNA. i finnally met that women. shes so nice i love her.
and i got artwork vinyl. and i stayed until like, 12:30 even though it ended at around 10:45.

im going to pick up jazz around 7something and head over to carlies. im excited.
happy halloween hoe.


myyyyyyy favorite character out of all the new degrassi people. except maybe the closet gay dude. he's pretty chill.
but i love johnny. he's cute. alli's a dumbass. i'd never leave him.
but then again, im somewhat of a masochist...but then again alli is dumb and johnny is amazing.
i'll post about the concert later i guess. im in a bad mood.
anddddd WE'RE GOING TO THE SHIP.

shoes.powerrangers.theused.


my new shoes. i wore them yesterday, and i was so so excited. i love them.
i saw the boy and andrew yesterday. we went to starbucks and towson U and pretended to be students so we could use their wifi.
i talked to my sister yesterday


this is who shes being for halloween.
tommy oliver.
when i was little, i was in love with him. he was my imaginary friend and he was so real that my parents had to make a plate for him at dinner.
and i had a night gown that was white and looked like a wedding dress to me, so every night when i went to say goodnight to my parents, i'd walk one step at a time like i was walking down the aisle, pretend i was holding flowers and get married to tommy.
i was in love with him.
and the only reason i watched power ranger dino storm is because he was back.
jason david frank=first love.
^_^


IM GOING TO SEE THE USED TODAY HOLY MOTHER OF GOD I CAN HARDLY BELIEVE IT IM SO EXCITED.

under the rose.

today, i woke up, harvested my pumpkins, and read whatever i missed on twitter when i unexpectedly fell asleep.
nick said something about him, and posted a link to their original video of killing loneliness. i havent listened to him in a while, so i started playing dark light.

i miss this time in my life. i know i say it a lot but i really do.
i miss the feeling i had during that time, i miss the music i listened to, i miss how i dressed. when i tried to be so angsty and failed so miserably, when ms. moore was my teacher and kendall still went to school. and i mean, it sucked. it really did. and times are usually better now.
usually.
but 7th/8th grade was pretty contant and reliable and i knew more or less what was gonna happen. and i miss that....i think.

well, i miss the constant feeling i had that now i only get when i listen to songs from that time.
and listening to him makes me think of vampire movies...


im convinced my room smells the way it does cause of my dirty clothes. which is annoying. cause last sunday i washed EVERYTHING. and the only thing in my hamper was my bed sheets. and monday morning/tuesday morning my room didnt smell. but wendsday morning, it did. this is so obnoxious. and i dont appreciate this. not at all.


HOLY MOTHER OF GOD IM GOING TO SEE THE USED TOMORROW HOLYFUCKSHITDAMN I CANT WAIT.

so um,

this whole, going days without talking thing isnt working out.
its making me get angrier at you.
just, fyi.
goddammit.


7motherfuckingdaysssssssssss.

these LSTN playlist from urbanoutfitters make me happy and sad at the same time.
they make me happy cause i love this kind of music, and i think its funny that they're trying so hard to be indie or whatever, they're giving away playlist of this music.
and they make me sad because i have no one to listen them with in a old ford while wearing clothes that look like they're from backseatkiss or something. and because they're trying to hard to be indie or whatever they're giving away playlist of this music.

this weekend was not good. not at all. i have no energy/no motivation.
my parents should be home within 2hrs, 2 1/2.
not sure whether thats good or not.
:/


im dying for pattern tights like danis.
and long hair. i REALLY REALLY want long hair.
and cowboy boots.
i really want cowboy boots.
i hate that im beating myself up over shit that isnt my fault.
its not my fault.
stop being an ass. cause you're being an ass. grow up please.
thanks.



legally blonde is on ^_^ i want to see the musicalllll.
"omigawd omigawd you guys! looks like elles gonna win the prize!!"

ps. cassies awesome. *high five to awesome cassie*

left out, once again

i actually hate everyone.

stop hating me.

kthnx.

this is my 301st post.

meaning my last one was my 300th. *celebrates*




i actually LOLed. A LOT.

moo cow saysssssss:

yesterday zc told me she knew she had no right to be mad and all was well.
i cant remember what else happened yesterday... OH YEAH.
i got all the info off my harddrive. and had an embarr moment with czar czar. then reminisced while looking at all my old photos.
but today was the PSATs. which were dumb as usual, but anna from friends and 3 maybe? but deff 2 other girls from friends were there.
french was french like. math drop down was math drop down like. padge helpped me bring up the cooler from the game, we failed. it was great. I SAW GOAT. and i gave him the orange hair tie i found. padge and i decided we were gonna get him socks and shoes as well :]
we won our game ^_^
um um ummmmm no contact yesterday :/
and my grandma is staying over. i was hoping i'd go to her so i'd have the house to myself, but no. shes staying until sunday.
i need a halloween outfit. hopefully something from hottopic.
and i need a ride to tess's party cause my mom doesnt want me driving all the way out there in the bad weather. maybe charlie?? maybe carlie if she goes. blahhhhhhhhhhhh.

today was mostly horrible.

zc is being a little bitch and has no right to. especially towards me. i'm sorry i told you the truth.
people are acting like girls when they should act like boys.
i lost my earring.
the PSATs are wendsday [why did i only find this out today?]
its cold as balls.
i cant go see paramore/AFI.
and today just sucked.

BETTER:
moose, crazy girl, charlie and i smoked near eddies. i wasnt going to because of soccer, but the stress was getting to me. and i felt much better after. mainly our conversation about blowjobs and how apparently cum is just "special sauce" really made me so much happier. that, and the fact that PGs work on charlies neck made it look like mike tyson punched him twice. ANNDDDD how anna and i were teasing david. ANNDDDD charlies story about him walking away with his cat when he wasnt too right in the head. it cracked me up. and when i realized when charlie smiles he has dimples and his eyes get lighter. i had nothing to do in history so i inspected the boys closely. i think riina saw me staring a few times o_O
nate cracks me up.
zim is even funnier.

13DAYS FJSDKL;IJKSGDMSFNKKJDISKLFMJKSKDOLFMDFN.

my hand still smells like cigarettes.

speak of the devil.

oh hai mom. phanks for calling ^_^

stolen from raallas tumblr who reblogged.

This morning as I was packing lunch, about to leave for work, my boyfriend danced into the kitchen singing a made up song consisting of only my name over and over. When he saw me, he turned red and said “Oh, you’re still here”. Sneaking a peak in the daily routine of someone who really loves me GMH.


aw. aw aw aw aw aw. incredibly aw aw.
my parents need to come home now so i know whether i can make beer bread or if i have to make cake/cupcakes. dammit.

i hate when people say bad shit about MD

especially when you're from there.

choiy: goregous autumn days - the only good thing about this state...


ummm no. just because you're stuck in your little community neighborhood and you're always inside studying does not mean this state sucks. it means you dont know where the good things are. so stfu.
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zc is being a little jealous bitch and i hope she doesnt yell at padge.
last night did not happen.
jaida lied to her mom and like, jazzs mom found out and jskfasdfjsa.
basically, jaida ruined everyones plan. and the fact that riina wasnt having a party and nick decided not to pick us up [nicholas, dont be ridiculous!]
instead, jazz and i talked, i was obnoxious and kept her up. so we walked around her neighborhood at like, 2in the morning, and saw frat boys. she was gonna talk to them, but i told her they had rape written all over them. then we saw like, 3 black boys, somewhat drunk, walking down the street. so we went back to her house and played pool.
it was fun, but not what we planned. not what we planned at all.
wiL francis has a son now. how adorablely cute. im so happy for him :]
14motherfuckingdays im going to explode.
i want to go to the ravens game, my mom almost took us dammit.


im kinda sorta really pissed actually. not about not going to the game though.
im actually obessed with watered down by the used. actually.

cause it makes no difference if i throw it away.

*40min later* i just went to target and got crash love and brand new eyes. excitement!!!

well, he's most likely home since ian is...

text me you dumbass white fool.
cause it makes no difference if i throw it away...

it all just ends up tasting watered down.

i've been facebooking/texting goat for about an hour. he's a nice guy. im still kinda ticked that zc screwed him over so much. he showed me his orange jump suit ^__^
i saw lauren from camp. she used to be so freaking awkward, now shes a model. WTF. so bizzare.
poor zimm. didnt play a minute.
i had somewhat of a guilt trip when jhill called me. but everyone told me not to, but i couldnt help it.
tonight is going to be interesting. i hope we find somewhere good haha.
things are falling apart between us again. REPEAT OFFENDER [dammit d'anna]
i hung with marina and mimo and kn and gd and red and fallona and lani and PADGEEEEE. it was pretty fun.
and i lied. well, more as not say exactly what i was doing than lied. and jhill was determined to tell me what a bad person i was when i got home.
i saw taaj today. he's so nice. i waved from a far and he ran over to hug and talk to me for a bit. i know th has issues with him, but he really is nice.
im starting to hate desnoyer. wtf, he was supposed to be the good j.
and once again, AR situation not getting any better [not sure if i wrote that on here, on in my word document, but anyways, AR situation is not getting better.]
i hope i get somewhat fucked up tonight.
15motherfuckingdays.

ya know. just saying...

oh hey this is directed at you.

i've been doing a lot of thinking. thinking about shit i tried to shove in the back of my mind, but d'annas convocation shoved it to the front again. ignore ignore ignore. as much as i may be jealous of her, and pretty much hate and despise her for no real good reason [at least, no good reason evidence presents] don't ignore her. that may be the worst thing to do. ever. this is coming from a girl who loves to see people she hates suffer. and furthermore, i want to know everything.

in other news:
my heel fucking hurts. like, the bottom of it, like i stepped on something even though i know i didnt. and my knee hurts. i almost couldnt walk up the fucking stairs.
16 mother fucking days.
phoenix mercury won. fuck yeah diana.
today i had ritas and a banana boat. so good.


i often wish i could look like effy.


or be effy. without the whole, falling apart at the seems thing.
anddddd im kinda in love with freddie. he's great.

skinsskins
skinsskinsskinsskinsskinsskinsskinsskinsskinsskinsskinsskins!

looking like kristen wouldn't be too bad either.

when the sun shines, we'll shine together.

today we crushed the reds in soccer.
but gracey was hurt and sophia lost two front teeth [holyshit]
tomorrow has the potential to be amazing.
amazing amazing and more amazing. even though im not going to homecoming dance, it could be amazing.
i really hope it is. i need an amazing weekend.

im so exhausted from today. its been a while since i had to sprint to catch up to the girl i was defended. oh daniela. causing me problems xD
um um um um i hope tomorrow works out.
*crossed fingers*

hello lovely.

can we be lovely together?

beeteedubs...

the showcase was actually pretty good.
im so tired i feel asleep during ghost hunters [i was quite upset about that]
we tie dyed socks for spirit day in advisory.
pooter is fixed.
in less that one hour it'll be 17days until the used. gonna die. gonna die.
and carlie watched fancy pants.
AR situation not getting any better.
im running out of candy in my car.

eh, nothing else really.

laadeedodaaa *falls asleep*
im freaking out about this showcase on the inside.
im not nearly at the level i was at in july, i cant find my lucky hair tie, and im just overall scared.
i have to do my revisions on my english paper/write my history paper.
and i still have precalc to do.
and fuck i forgot to wash clothes today.
and i want to finish my french hw tonight.
im just a jittery/nervous wreck atm.

good thing:finally contacted dell, gonna get my pooter fixed hopefully this week. and i went to ihop today. good things good things good things.

21days until the used :D

dreamgirl.

i was feeling like a creep as i watched you asleep face down in the grass in the park in the middle of hot afternoon. your top was untied and i thought how nice it'd be to follow the sweat down your spine.
you're like my best friend after a good good drink, you and me wake up and make love after a deep sleep where i was dreaming, i was dreaming of a

i'm so numb.

and depressed like.
this always happens after shows. it kinda sucks.
my screen is almost completely off. the screen flashes sometimes. dammit. it needs to stay on for a little while longer. i currently have it leaning against my pillow, cause without it, it would fall and possibly break off.

last night there was a naked guy, covered in tattoos, dancing behind ryan leger as he was playing. it was hilarious. the inside of my bottom lip is all torn up from me getting hit last night.




pretty much yeah.