under the rose.

today, i woke up, harvested my pumpkins, and read whatever i missed on twitter when i unexpectedly fell asleep.
nick said something about him, and posted a link to their original video of killing loneliness. i havent listened to him in a while, so i started playing dark light.

i miss this time in my life. i know i say it a lot but i really do.
i miss the feeling i had during that time, i miss the music i listened to, i miss how i dressed. when i tried to be so angsty and failed so miserably, when ms. moore was my teacher and kendall still went to school. and i mean, it sucked. it really did. and times are usually better now.
usually.
but 7th/8th grade was pretty contant and reliable and i knew more or less what was gonna happen. and i miss that....i think.

well, i miss the constant feeling i had that now i only get when i listen to songs from that time.
and listening to him makes me think of vampire movies...


im convinced my room smells the way it does cause of my dirty clothes. which is annoying. cause last sunday i washed EVERYTHING. and the only thing in my hamper was my bed sheets. and monday morning/tuesday morning my room didnt smell. but wendsday morning, it did. this is so obnoxious. and i dont appreciate this. not at all.


HOLY MOTHER OF GOD IM GOING TO SEE THE USED TOMORROW HOLYFUCKSHITDAMN I CANT WAIT.