what is it?

guys-who-have-a-romanticish-past-with-dyllan day?

i mean, larry and dillon? da helllll?

i asked dillon sup, he said drinking.
then he told me he was in rehab for two weeks.
GUESS WHAT DIDNT WORK.
>_>
zuzz.

...havent said that since middle school o.o

oh wait...rehab it was for shrooms and heroine. holyfuckingshit.
ohmygod. but really oh my god. that poor guy.


i looked up places to study for the SATs and i was about to go look into a few colleges when my mom came in. so i exited out of the page and pulled up facebook.
she yelled at me for not studying for the SATs and not looking for colleges. so i got pissed and didnt look for any until an hour later when i was less mad.
garrrrrramskjvf;diubjiaslkfndsb;ffkj;safh;sdf

so tomorrow i shall be spending NYE without the boy...again :[ [no kiss at midnight gah]
but i am going to marys.
im going to stop at ritz camera to get more film for my diana camera [holyfuckistillcantbelievetheboygotitforme<3]
and idk what im gonna do at marys. it better be fun or i am tackling her.
o_o

i was gonna write more but i forgot...
oh we won the championship of the tournament we were in ^_^ [not what i was gonna say.]

i was terribly lonely. and was gonna post a blog about being lonely. but im better now [talkedtotheboyduh] and i spent more time than necessary on art or porn.
i found quotations and pictures and i shall expose you to them :D

"The only thing wrong with being an atheist is that there’s nobody to talk to during an orgasm."
"Nymphomaniac: a woman as obsessed with sex as an average man."
"Desire is in men a hunger, in women only an appetite."
— Mignon McLaughlin, The Neurotic’s Notebook, 1960
“Love is a matter of chemistry, but sex is a matter of physics.”
"When a man talks dirty to a woman, it’s sexual harassment. When a woman talks dirty to a man, it’s $3.95 a minute."

the first two i just like what they're wearing. especially the first one [can i haz puhweze?!]
the last one i just love. i dont know. i like that it's black and white, i like her pose, i like her hair, her make up, everything.
and its making me want to go buy out the nearest ritz camera store of all their film and old canons and find the closest darkroom.

goodnight.
[RIPtheRev]

RIP jimmy "the rev" sullivan.

i can't fucking believe it. he was amazing.
♥

im completely and utterly shell shocked right now. i absolutely loved that guy.
fuck.

let me tell you about last night.

i received:
cap ou pas cap?
lost boys
the labyrinth
rocky horror picture show
red chucks [low tops. kinda bummed but still happy]
urban outfitters giftcards
screen printing kit
marbling kit
sunjar
ravens snuggie
ravens jersey
leathermouth shirt

dinner was fun. clean up sucked. my 'real' sister sheree stayed for dinner, we had fun and sang and danced and laughed.

let me tell you about today.
stayed with the boy for about 5hours.
we layed and cuddled and laughed and wrestled and it was great.
at one point we were cuddling and i was falling asleep, then all of a sudden, meowwwwwww!
his kitty started meowing and attacking us. xD

i missed driving.
[new doctor who tonight ksjfkjhkdsfjksadhfjhdfljk]

merry christmas hoes.


♥

dear snow,

you aren't nearly as great and fun when you dont cancel school. [couldn't you have done this last week or something?] or when i dont have anyone to play in you with. none of my neighbors are my age. idk if ashley even lives next door anymore, and armani moved in with his dad [he was only a freshman...middle schooler? anyways.] and my street is always the last to get plowed, so i cant drive and see my friends.
so im trapped. and my dad isnt present so i have to shovel.
the used is coming to maryland again and i cant go cause of my parents new rule of no concerts on weekdays.



waters of mars was terribly sad. i cried at least twice. and i couldnt watch the rerun an hour later.

the new doctor. im somewhat excited for him but im going to miss david like a bitchhhh.
only 2 new episodes left with david. im gonna cry when he regenerates, i know it.

well it was A LOT cooler.

but the template wouldn't save :[[

anywho, watching a doctor who special, then a new episode of doctor who :D
im obsessed with david tennant.

lovvvvvvvvvvvvvvvvvvvvvvvvvvvve.

dear blog,

i am going to attack and change you.
:D

its been snowing since last night.

my dad is away so i have to shovel at some point. not excited.
yesterday the team went to lunch then we had a game and sang christmas songs the whole way there and back.
the seniors wore onesies :D
and i wore a tackey sweatshirt.
and our english party was amazingly fun.
i met scruggs mother.
and i spent about two hours with lizifer.
i love her. im so happy i got to see her <3

so fucking frustrated.

i cant stand my coaches.


rated xmas by the millionaires makes me happy.
new myspace song?
i think sooo.
^_^

i cant wait til its friday night.
[i'llbeyourhohohotoniiiiiight]

JH cried 4 times today [that we know of] 3 times in 70minutes.

dear tony,
stop thinking about it. especially cause you know whenever you do, it tears you apart on the inside and you get all depressed and start listening to billy talent and senses fail.
boys are weird and confusing but right now he loves you.
so just focus on that.
not the past. and not her.
<3 tony

i have never wanted a beer so badly in my life.
ohmygod what is wrong with meeeeee?
*foams at mouth*

ungrounded.

im finally ungrounded.
shouldn't have been grounded in the first place.
and i just said the weirdest thing outloud. i swear its cause im freaking tired.
see, im watching queer as folk (surprise suprise) and brian was just laying on his bed with his shirt ripped open. and i was like "i want to like, lay on him. just...lay...o_o"
my mom was like O_o oh jeeze.

um um um my birfday was the other day and the boy got me a diana camera.
he's the besttttttt.
but actually he is.
:D

shooo shleeeeeeeepyy!!

raalla:

In kindergarten, my best friend and I had an ongoing pretend game and her pretend name was Kimberly (only in like middle or even high school did I realize this was the pink power ranger’s name, which probably explains the next part, I thought she just liked the name) and my pretend name was Angela. She always used to call me Angela Anaconda. I’m not sure whether she thought I actually chose Angela because of the show (I didn’t, I just liked the name) or whether she just liked to tease me about being like her. Dee? Comment?

just read this. and i cant remember if i did cause of the show or not. probably cause i thought you liked the show. not sure though. xD

ps. i cant comment on tumblr.

being grounded is lame. lame lame lame lame lameeeeeee.

we beat a really good team today.
and my bday is tomorrow.
and raalla gave me $20 towards the shoes i want.
eeeek!