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tah dah.
sunday was lovely.
my boy is lovely.
dillon got kicked out of school. idk why yet. im guessing he's grounded cause he texts me randomly. at random hours. [12:23am anyone?]
i text dillon to vent about lenny. [someone needs to kick his ass.] then he told me. poor guy.
i saw devon today. i told him to come to my game but he didnt make it. good thing it wasnt too too pretty. :/
skins is excellent.
dillon got kicked out of school. idk why yet. im guessing he's grounded cause he texts me randomly. at random hours. [12:23am anyone?]
i text dillon to vent about lenny. [someone needs to kick his ass.] then he told me. poor guy.
i saw devon today. i told him to come to my game but he didnt make it. good thing it wasnt too too pretty. :/
skins is excellent.
last night i woke up from my sleep multiple times, and i my sleep delirium i started quizzing myself for history. the i would wake up and say, "no. sleep."
then i'd fall asleep and it would happen all over again.
oh.dear.lord.
english/french tomorrow.
im ready to jump off a bridge.
i cant wait until photo on tuesday! eek!
OH OH OH.
and aidens music video for let the right one in came out today.
nick as the homeless crazy guy was quite funny.
and wil looked adorable running in his business suit, with his hair all combed and whatnot.
love it :D
EDIT:
music video up on youtube now ^_^
then i'd fall asleep and it would happen all over again.
oh.dear.lord.
english/french tomorrow.
im ready to jump off a bridge.
i cant wait until photo on tuesday! eek!
OH OH OH.
and aidens music video for let the right one in came out today.
nick as the homeless crazy guy was quite funny.
and wil looked adorable running in his business suit, with his hair all combed and whatnot.
love it :D
EDIT:
music video up on youtube now ^_^
i havent watched rupaul since last march...
im watching reruns.
but now i remember that ongina is my hero.
she is like the christian siriano of rupaul.
minus the whole winner thing.
but she was in the top 3? 4?
idk but she is fierce, and amazing.
im watching the episode when they do the MAC makeup commericials for awareness of HIV/AIDS.
and ongina won, and started crying. then she told everyone she's been pos for two years and that she hasnt even told her parents yet.
and she was talking about celebrating life and whatnot.
shes wonderful.
but now i remember that ongina is my hero.
she is like the christian siriano of rupaul.
minus the whole winner thing.
but she was in the top 3? 4?
idk but she is fierce, and amazing.
im watching the episode when they do the MAC makeup commericials for awareness of HIV/AIDS.
and ongina won, and started crying. then she told everyone she's been pos for two years and that she hasnt even told her parents yet.
and she was talking about celebrating life and whatnot.
shes wonderful.
runaway, runaway. i'll attack.
30seconds to mars.
oh my god.
i am obsessed with this is war.
and the song hurricane (which is the first song on my new playlist *points to right side of screen), is freaking amazing.
do you really want?
do you really want me?
do you really want me dead?
or alive to torture for my sins?
and vox populi oh my god. pump up song to the max.
listen to at least the first two minutes. it is so wonderfully great.
i love this album.
you know that feeling you get when you just wanna blurt out, "marry me?"
or just grabbed their hand and leave and be together forever and ever and ever?
im starting to feel like that more and more and i hate it. its hard to hold those things back.
i could follow you to the beginning. just to relive the start. maybe then we'd remember to slow down at all of our favorite parts.
all i wanted was you ♥
or just grabbed their hand and leave and be together forever and ever and ever?
im starting to feel like that more and more and i hate it. its hard to hold those things back.
i could follow you to the beginning. just to relive the start. maybe then we'd remember to slow down at all of our favorite parts.
all i wanted was you ♥
this is gonna take a while to write...
cause i have to type this without getting mad.
lizifer is back.
people are being ridiculously mean.
i kinda exploded at my friend for not forgiving lizifer after she apologized.
but 1:i've been stressed lately and blowing up for no reason.
2:ZC was pissing me off and would not let me finish my sentence.
so i went to my car and watched juno until school ended.
then, at home ZC sent me a long, mean message.
i replied.
and we talked back and forth.
i called my friend and apologized while crying for yelling at her. she wasnt mad and she told me to stop replying to ZC and let it blow over.
so i did.
[but i started crying so hard that my dad woke up and my mom came up from downstairs. then i proceeded to have a longggg conversation with my mom. then she left and i took a shower]
then ZC proceeded to send me 4 more messages.
the last one:
maybe you hate asian cause you're own boyfriend told her he was with you just to get his dick sucked.
or something to that extent. i dont know, i deleted it.
so i exploded and said some reallllly immature things back. and i regret it, but whatever.
i just talked to asian and we're cool. which makes me happy cause i do really miss talking to her. i dont want to be close to her again and i know she doesnt want to be close it me. but we might start talking and the air is clear and i feel better.
ZC on the other hand...hnnn...
and it annoys me cause today something funny would happen, and we'd laugh, then she'd glare and turn away. fnjslkhvsduhjdglkjasg
anywho.
i saw tess and hilary today. i missed them dearly and it was nice to hear hilarys laugh. and i missed tess's hugs.
i am convinced that scruggs hates me. he is being such a dick to me lately, and this season is turning out worse than lasts.
and carlie is out for 2 week cause she hurt her ankle :/
and ummm im really happy i got this thing with asian cleared up. like, you dont understand.
and ummmm fuck french tomorrow blahhh.
lizifer is back.
people are being ridiculously mean.
i kinda exploded at my friend for not forgiving lizifer after she apologized.
but 1:i've been stressed lately and blowing up for no reason.
2:ZC was pissing me off and would not let me finish my sentence.
so i went to my car and watched juno until school ended.
then, at home ZC sent me a long, mean message.
i replied.
and we talked back and forth.
i called my friend and apologized while crying for yelling at her. she wasnt mad and she told me to stop replying to ZC and let it blow over.
so i did.
[but i started crying so hard that my dad woke up and my mom came up from downstairs. then i proceeded to have a longggg conversation with my mom. then she left and i took a shower]
then ZC proceeded to send me 4 more messages.
the last one:
maybe you hate asian cause you're own boyfriend told her he was with you just to get his dick sucked.
or something to that extent. i dont know, i deleted it.
so i exploded and said some reallllly immature things back. and i regret it, but whatever.
i just talked to asian and we're cool. which makes me happy cause i do really miss talking to her. i dont want to be close to her again and i know she doesnt want to be close it me. but we might start talking and the air is clear and i feel better.
ZC on the other hand...hnnn...
and it annoys me cause today something funny would happen, and we'd laugh, then she'd glare and turn away. fnjslkhvsduhjdglkjasg
anywho.
i saw tess and hilary today. i missed them dearly and it was nice to hear hilarys laugh. and i missed tess's hugs.
i am convinced that scruggs hates me. he is being such a dick to me lately, and this season is turning out worse than lasts.
and carlie is out for 2 week cause she hurt her ankle :/
and ummm im really happy i got this thing with asian cleared up. like, you dont understand.
and ummmm fuck french tomorrow blahhh.
too much drama.
will tell all tomorrow when i have a better/more insight?
i fucking hate everyone. just fyi.
i fucking hate everyone. just fyi.
i am so so incredibly sad.
i will be attending snowball without the boy.
and if i dont see him sometime next week, i wont see him for another two weeks.
i am going to explode.
and im ferociously tired and i cant do my work.
i have a big game tomorrow and my coaches are torturing me.
i have no time to relax.
i am going to explode and i hate school.
and if i dont see him sometime next week, i wont see him for another two weeks.
i am going to explode.
and im ferociously tired and i cant do my work.
i have a big game tomorrow and my coaches are torturing me.
i have no time to relax.
i am going to explode and i hate school.
holy shit its 2010.
NYE:
went to marys. spent time with her/phil.
talked, made a fort, drank so little i wasnt even buzzed, had a rave in the snow, set off fire crackers, played with lighters, watched the aristocats, shrek, kinda shrek 2, devoured a box of nerds, stayed up til 5ish in the morn. [i kept falling in and out of sleep. phil and mary stayed up until 730ish.]
NYD:
woke up to say bye to phil, slept til past 12, watched shrek 2 while eating pancakes, drove home, took shower, went to alexs house, watched doctor who, ate, cleaned kitchen, watched doctor who [got a terrible headache] went home, went to bed early cause of terrible headache.
today:
practice was at 9, woke up at 8:56 by carlie calling me, rushed to get ready while my head still ached so much that i exploded, got to practice, offered to stay after, almost died from headache/back aches/leg aches, stayed after, fire alarm went off, went home, watched doctor who, headache went away, took shower/bath thing, went to hv with the boy, saw princess and the frog [so incredibly cute], got yelled at my mom, came home, now im here.
and my dad wont let me watch the recorded doctor who cause he's laying on the goddamn couch fjkhdsu;sadklfjmfndlhuadsufjlk
oh hai boy come live with me kthnx.
<3
went to marys. spent time with her/phil.
talked, made a fort, drank so little i wasnt even buzzed, had a rave in the snow, set off fire crackers, played with lighters, watched the aristocats, shrek, kinda shrek 2, devoured a box of nerds, stayed up til 5ish in the morn. [i kept falling in and out of sleep. phil and mary stayed up until 730ish.]
NYD:
woke up to say bye to phil, slept til past 12, watched shrek 2 while eating pancakes, drove home, took shower, went to alexs house, watched doctor who, ate, cleaned kitchen, watched doctor who [got a terrible headache] went home, went to bed early cause of terrible headache.
today:
practice was at 9, woke up at 8:56 by carlie calling me, rushed to get ready while my head still ached so much that i exploded, got to practice, offered to stay after, almost died from headache/back aches/leg aches, stayed after, fire alarm went off, went home, watched doctor who, headache went away, took shower/bath thing, went to hv with the boy, saw princess and the frog [so incredibly cute], got yelled at my mom, came home, now im here.
and my dad wont let me watch the recorded doctor who cause he's laying on the goddamn couch fjkhdsu;sadklfjmfndlhuadsufjlk
oh hai boy come live with me kthnx.
<3
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