S.I.N, i S.I.N.

you better run like the devil cause they're never gonna leave you alone,
you better hop in the alley cause they're never gonna find you a home,
and as the blood runs down the walls,
you see me creeping up these halls,
i've been a bad motherfucker,
tell you're sister i'm another...


for once,
i am content with the way things are.
someone close is out of jail,
she doesn't hate me,
he talks to me a lot.
all my work is done,
and i am content.
i wonder how long this contentness will last,
considering i've never been content for long.
but something scares me.
I just need to know if it's possible for two people to stay happy together forever, or at least for a few years.
i need to know that too.
i really shouldn't be afraid though, my parents have been together for...22 years?
my grandparents, even longer.
my sister is approaching her 3rd year i believe.
i just shouldn't be scared.
but i am.
i just don't want to be in a situation, where the person is everything i could have ever wanted,
but i'm not everything they could ever want.
that thought terrifies me,
and i don't think it should.