fuck me i feel so awful.
i have to finish:
mock SAT exam [i've only done 3 out of 9 sections so far.]
the hardest paper i've ever had to write for english, and i havent even written a whole paragraph. i have bits and pieces and excerpts but i cant figure out how to put them together.

and i just had a semi/kinda/sterm talk/argument with the boy and now i just feel like shit.

and i'm hungry. but i don't want to go downstairs cause my mom won't stop bothering me about this fucking stupid SAT mock exam.
and i fucking suck at math. i didnt answer like, 10 of the questions.
and im just wholeheartedly frustrated and i hate everyone and every single thing right now.
im going to cry.

i feel like ripping everything off my walls and just screaming.
but that will do nothing but make me upset that i ripped down all my pictures.
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