its funny how things work out.

one day we don't want to be without each other.
the next we're not talking.
the next we're awkward.
and the next we're acting crazy in a pool and talking about our boys.
sometimes that missing feeling arises in my stomach, and sometimes i wonder what would have happened if we kissed when we were on the platform... especially after i see a picture of milly and emz together. they are so cute, it's almost gross. but it can't be gross, cause they are so cute. and in so much love.
but i don't like thinking about it.
cause we didn't.
and it's dead now. and it needs to stay dead, for both our sanity.
i have have my boy, and she has her boy(s).
and i adore my boy with every fiber of my being, to the point where i hateee not seeing him.
i think she feels the same way with her boy...boys? i'm never sure.
we're friends.
we're fine.
and now we've decided that we're chill enough for me to sleepover at her house and meet the ever oh so famous friend.

it really is quite funny.