cheer up emo kid.

i'm gonna cry, i'm gonna scream, i'm gonna say what i don't mean.
i'm gonna cry, i'm gonna mope, i'm gonna give up all my hope.
bringing everybody down, everybody with a frown.
bringing everybody down,
wait for death to come around.


it's a brand new day!! it'll be okay.


my blinds hit furiously against the window.
i turned them open and instantly felt a rush of cold air that had been kept out by the blinds.
i laid back down and heard thunder,
saw lightning out of the corner of my eye,
felt rain,
and watched 'sixteen candles'.
and even though the storm was right above us,
threatening to strike down our house at any moment, with thunder crashing so loud the whole house shook,
i felt calm.
and i want to go back to that state.


p.s.
about 2 years ago i lost a bunch of music by unknown bands, and one was cheer up emo kid by patent pending, and i couldn't find it for free again.
but i got a free itunes download for buying a ticket via ticketmaster, so i got it. and i'm very happy. i think you should all go listen to that song on their myspace or purevolume.
and i got my burrito yesterday.
:D