i'll swim the ocean for you, the ocean for you...

whoa, kelsey.

i want to go to metro station on halloween but i don't want to invite the girl. cause if i do she'll invite the other girl, which i do not want. its not that i don't like the other girl, cause the truth is i love her. its just when they're together i'm left out and ignored. and the other girl doesn't even like this music too much. but she's always there. the girl always takes her to music things, when she knows i like it more than the other girl. the girl and i both got into the music together. people say its cause they're best friends, but i was best friends with her first, and for half of last year they weren't even talking.
i don't like the feeling of being replaced.
she also has a legit camera, after mine got lost. she uses it all the time and has become a "legit photographer." its just annoying that she's taking my thing and not giving credit/sharing it with everyone but me.
once again, i don't l ike the feeling.
zoey and ralphie want to go to a show at the recher. so it's my job to find a somewhat decent band. cause they don't really care who, they just want to go.
this providence seems like a good show, they have ludo with them, but almost everyone in the grade is going. cute is what we aim for will be there later...thats cool. oh, hawthorne heights! i want to see them.
hmm, decisions decisions.