artist. artists.

i want to start drawing again.

i used to draw all the time. i was amazing at anime characters, and i could draw things amazingly.
now i barley draw at all. i also want to paint more.
i started over the summer, and it lasted a grand total of two days. i want to do more.
i want to make music. i have a program to do it but i haven't touched it since i got it. my dad is getting me a tuner so i'll tune my electric and teach myself how to play. i'm gonna practice my classical guitar more and or harder.i'm going to attempt to work on my game. i'm not sure if i can with all the laziness that is infested in me. but i can sure damn try.
i am going to be an artist whose life revolves around sports and concerts.
i'm going to get good grades. mostly so i can go to concerts, and so my mom will leave me the fuck alone. and i'm going to take care of my hair more. mostly so it will grow cause i want long hair, and so, once again, my mom will leave me the fuck alone.
i'm going to listen to more music. more bands that are unheard of. get more into the scene, especially the local one. i'm going to change my wardrobe. actually get rid of everything i don't wear. and stop saving shit. i'm going to organize my room so it's efficient and shit.
i'm going to be healthy...er. i've been drinking a whole nalgene full of water and ice. and water at school. and i actually eat dinner now.
i'm determind this year. i don't know why, but i am.
hopefully, this year will be epic.