i'm in the business of misery...

whoa, i never meant to brag, but i got him where i want him now.
whoa, it was never my intention to brag...
but god, does it feel so good.

i saw him today, unexpectantly.
i was just thinking about him, just talking about him,
when he came walking down the street, with his black backpack and black guitar case strapped to his back.
i was insanely happy.
i could not stop smiling for the rest of the walk back to school, or the rest of the day for that matter.
but now she is mad,
whether she thinks im rubbing it in her face that i'm happy without her,
or she's just jealous, i do not know.
but i know she is mad.
it's. not. fair.
when we were together she did nothing but talk about
paul,
christian,
and scotty.
oh scotty.
if i hear one more thing about scotty i might rip out my hair.
we aren't even together and i feel like this,
imagine how it felt when we were.
i was mad at first,
but then paigie called him on my phone, and his friends stole it, and we switched off, and ralphie talked, and it was confusing fun.
then he texted me to say that i looked cute today, and frankly,
i forgot about her and her insensible ways.