i dont know why i do this to myself.

i reread old posts, i get depressed, i realize the song im listening to directly relates to my thoughts [earthquake by the used, ohmygod.]
and i start crying.
and then i read more, then i cry more.
and THEN i stop.
da fuck is wrong with meeeeee?
and why the hell did i make the font so fucking tiny back then? i can barely fucking read it.
urgggggggggggggggggggggggg.