...and then the truck came. and i died.

left school 20min early.
liz, zoey and i.
got ice cream. and ate it in the middle of a sidewalk in front of a random house, while getting strange looks from the multiple passerbys. laid in liz's room until asian was back from golf. picked asian up and went to mall. ate at unos. then ran around mall looking a scene boys.
and because of lizs stupid high school musical movie that she put in my bag [which turned out to be useless anyways] the alarms went off whenever i went into a store. -_-; the victoria's secret lady was a bitch.
we judged people, and yelled skank and whore a lot. but, it was justified. who the fuck wears a mini skirt, tank top, wayyy too much makeup, and uggs. what the fuck is that? i hate when people do that. they don't look good, they look retarded. zoey told me that she judges people, but when she meets them she gives them a chance. i do that too. sometimes i think its bad.
we talked to "austin amazing." it was awkward. ashleys a creep.
i got a new hoodie and liz bought the laciest thongs she could find.
then we went to asians house, and told her mom we were tired and were gonna clonk out at 11. haha bullshit. we talked to ish, looked at skanks on myspace [taylor] and zoeys friends. we took many imac pictures and sang and humped and ate chips/melon.
finally, the parentals and asians brother went to bed.
we already had beer and vodka [vodka courtsey of moi] and asian stole the 40% from whereever she saw it.
we turned all the lights off and got outside, alcohol in hand. asian checked her dads car for cigarettes, but there were none. she put the keys back in the house, and we ran down the hill because happy the dog was no happy, and would not stop fucking barking. we went to the next cul de sac and sat in the middle of the circle. i've never had beer. i had the first sip. i loved it. we passed it around before asian yelled, "SHIT. i forgot the cigarettes. FUCK. i forgot the juice to mix everything with!"...or something to that affect. liz and asian went back as zoey and i waited. they came back and we lit up. they were nice. they were the thin kind. called capri. liz coughed at every breath she took. after they were gone, we all took a shot. then we went around and told secrets and took another. my second shot was a dumb idea. i mixed vodka with 40% [liquid poison i started to call it] i guess the first shot started to set it, cause i thought i could dilute the 40% with the vodka. it burned so much. i felt it in my nose and down to the feet.
liz was gone by two shots. she was convinced she wasnt, and walked in a straight line, but as she turned around, she collapsed. we laughed. i laid down and looked at the sky. when we left the sky was clear, but the clouds were coming in and blocking the stars and the alcohol was setting in. i started to laugh a little and sit up, then i heard a car. but i had been hearing cars all night from the other street, because it was dead silent in the neighborhood. but then we saw headlights coming up the hill. "oh SHIT."
we grabbed everything and ran to the bushes. i couldn't believe we had all made it because we were feeling a bit tipsy by that time. i thought i was going to fall and die. but i didnt :D they must've seen us. unless they were drunk too, which is a high possibility. it was passed 2:15 am.
we waiting in the bushes until they got in the house. we walked back. we were proud, the only thing we didn't grab was the water bottle cap. we even got the shot glasses and the bag we carried everything in. the whole time i was giggling. we walked out of the cul de sac and passed the house with a dog that was either barking to us, or happy. and sat behind a bush. by this time, we were drunk, except for the asian. the beer upset her stomach and she couldnt drink as much as normal. zoey and i finished off the vodka [i mixed mine with the poison, cranberry juice, AND ginger ale. what the hell was i thinking.] liz went off to do cart wheels. then came back and told everyone that she loved us multiple times while zoey hugged everyone/my legs and said "you're my favorite." asian tried to sober me up. "here, take it, it's vodka." "i'm not stupid its water you just wanna make me sober and i dont wanna-" she stuck the water bottle in my mouth and i took some. then zoey and i complained about "needing cock. now." somehow, i ended up laying on top of zoey, talking about the time that i laid on her hip and thought it was her cell phone cause she's so boney. then she proceeded to tell me about everyone she told that to. then somehow, while on top of her, i banged my head on the cement, and she laughed and hit hers. then liz asked us a question and we screamed "YES!" more happened. i cant exactly remember. i remember looking at the sky and having a mini freak out cause i couldnt tell which star was the north star cause the big dipper was covered in clouds. i remember crawling, and peeing behind bushes [zoey and i at separate times. and asian before we got realll drunk.] and spinning, and zoey and liz singing highschool musical. and me always shushing people so the dog would stop barking.
then i remember seeing zoey standing about to throw up. i came over and held her hair back, and for some reason, started to sing slave hymns about the big dipper. "follow the drinking gourd! follow the drinking gourd! for the old man is waiting so he can carry you to freedom, if you following the drinking gourd!" i learned this in lower school. i remember thinking that if i was sober, the way zoey threw up would freak me out and i'd probably scream. but since i was drunk, i laughed and said ew as it sprayed all across that poor persons yard. then i skipped around singing follow the drinking gourd. i tried to tell liz that we needed the clouds to move so we could follow the big dipper and north star to canada [or freedom...cant remember what i said.] but she was talking about...something else. zoey threw up more, i told liz how i knew i was in love, and zoey started to cry. we comforted her, but she kept crying, and saying she didnt want to be drunk anymore, and she hates crying. since i was upset cause zoey was, liz tried to distract me by asking about me and the boy, then i started talking and i cried.
it was time to go home and perhaps blackout.
i think zoey threw up again, and asian told us to be quiet. so i held lizs hand and cried silently as we walked back, while liz and zoey whispered. i didnt know what about cause i was upset. once we got back inside, i sent the boy and drunken, but completely honest text and laid on the bed with liz. asian cleaned out my water bottle and i squirmed because it was so bright. then the lights went off and i was officially out.
this is long. i'll post the rest later.