and that kinda scares me. he was such an adamant part of my life for such a long time, that when i don't really think about him, or wish i knew/met him or anything. i get worried.
it means that everything is good. it means that i can handle everything. i might think i can't but i can.
which means it's all gonna fall apart soon.
and i can do nothing to stop it cause i have no idea how and when it will start. i just know that it will. and that's terrifying.
in other news, freshman BC is fucking annoying and i hate her. she's just so obnoxious. and needs to stop. now. kaythanks. same with GB.
oh and i've been obsessed with
and his band lately.i just went on a rampage with their music.
i must study for chemistry, or risk failing.
i must put clothes away, or risk...i don't know.
i must put pictures up on walls, or risk bent and ripped pages.
and i must eat, or risk being hungry until snack tomorrow.
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